Free The Wonder by Emma Donoghue Page B

inscription on this book. She reread it now, Miss N.’s beautiful script:
To Mrs. Wright, who has the true nurse-calling.
    How the lady had frightened Lib, and not only at first meeting. Every word Miss N. pronounced rang as if from a mighty pulpit.
No excuses,
she’d told her raw recruits.
Work hard and refuse God nothing. Do your duty while the world whirls
.
Don’t complain, don’t despair. Better to drown in the surf than stand idly on the shore.
    In a private interview, she’d made a peculiar remark.
You have one great advantage over most of your fellow nurses, Mrs. Wright: You’re bereft. Free of ties.
    Lib had looked down at her hands. Untied. Empty.
    So tell me, are you ready for this good fight? Can you throw your whole self into the breach?
    Yes,
she’d said,
I can.
    Dark, still. Only a three-quarter moon to light Lib along the village’s single street, then a right turn down the lane, past the tilting, greenish headstones. Just as well she hadn’t a superstitious bone in her body. Without moonlight she’d never have picked the correct faint path leading off to the O’Donnells’ farm, because all these cabins looked like much of a muchness. A quarter to five when she tapped at the door.
    No answer.
    Lib didn’t like to bang harder in case of disturbing the family. Brightness leaked from the door of the byre, off to her right. Ah, the women had to be milking. A trail of melody; was one of them singing to the cows? Not a hymn this time but the kind of plaintive ballad that Lib had never liked.
    But Heaven’s own light shone in her eyes,
    She was too good for me,
    And an angel claimed her for his own,
    And took her from Lough Ree.
    Lib pushed the front door of the cabin and the upper half gave way.
    Firelight blazed in the empty kitchen. Something stirring in the corner—a rat? Her year in the foul wards of Scutari had hardened Lib to vermin. She fumbled for the latch to open the lower half of the door. She crossed and bent to look through the barred base of the dresser.
    The beady eye of a chicken met hers. A dozen or so birds, in behind the first, started up their soft complaint. Shut in to save them from the foxes, Lib supposed.
    She spotted a new-laid egg. Something occurred to her: Perhaps Anna O’Donnell sucked them in the night and ate the shells, leaving no trace?
    Stepping back, Lib almost tripped on something white. A saucer, rim poking out from beneath the dresser. How could the slavey have been so careless? When Lib picked it up, liquid sloshed in her hand, soaking her cuff. She hissed and carried the saucer over to the table.
    Only then did it register. She put her tongue to her wet hand: the tang of milk. So the grand fraud was that simple? No need for the child to hunt for eggs, even, when there was a dish of milk left out for her to lap at like a dog in the dark.
    Lib felt more disappointment than triumph. Exposing this hardly required a trained nurse. It seemed this job was done already, and she’d be in the jaunting car on her way back to the railway station by the time the sun came up.
    The door scraped open, and Lib jerked around as if it were she who had something to hide. “Mrs. O’Donnell.”
    The Irishwoman mistook accusation for greeting. “Good morning to you, Mrs. Wright, and I hope you got a wink of sleep?”
    Kitty behind her, narrow shoulders dragged down by two buckets.
    Lib held up the saucer—chipped in two places, she noticed now. “Someone in this household has been secreting milk under the dresser.”
    Rosaleen O’Donnell’s chapped lips parted in the beginnings of a silent laugh.
    â€œI can only presume that your daughter’s been sneaking out to drink it.”
    â€œYou
presume
too much, then. Sure in what farmhouse in the land does there not be a saucer of milk left out at night?”
    â€œFor the little ones,” said Kitty, half smiling as if marvelling at the