unwonted clarity of perception were now failing him. âThat sort of thing â yes.â
âYou mean that he felt he couldnât live up to the place? Then why did he shove in this Binns, who doesnât sound to have been much of a catch?â
âPerhaps he was taken in by him.â Colonel Raven made another big effort. âBertram Coulson wouldnât quite notice, you see, if a fellow was a bit of a phoney.â The Colonel paused, and looked anxiously at his niece. âWould that be the expression, my dear? I had it from Tarbox, as a matter of fact.â
âQuite right, Uncle Julius. And is the reason that Bertram Coulson wouldnât quite notice if a fellow was a bit of a phoney really that heâs a bit of a phoney himself?â
âI wouldnât care to put it that way. Heâs not at all a bad chap, as I said. But you couldnât call him an easy man. Might have something in his past, you know. Or that inferiority business the psychologists talk about. Sometimes, Iâve thought him rather like an actor feeling his way into a whatâs-it-called.â
âA role?â
âJust that, my dear. I expect those books were all about how to be an English landed gentleman, and that the sporting gear was all stuff heâd gathered from them he ought to possess.â
âHe doesnât sound a very sterling character, Uncle Julius.â
âBut thatâs just what I donât want to say. Or at least what I donât know .â Colonel Raven sounded almost distressed. âHeâs not unattractive. He has a kind of innocent joy in feeling that heâs begun to know the ropes.â
âDid he come, then,â Judith asked, âfrom so very unpolished or unsophisticated an environment?â
âI believe he owned sheep or cattle in rather a big way in Australia. Iâve talked to him about the place, as a matter of fact. It seems that they have trout and they have fish. What isnât a trout is a fish. Obviously an undeveloped place.â
âBut, Uncle Julius, people who own sheep in rather a big way in Australian pastoral country could most of them step into the proprietorship of an English estate entirely in their stride.â
âThat may be, my dear. But itâs my view of Bertram Coulson that he has some sort ofâ â Colonel Raven searched the air â âsome sort of thingummy built into him.â
âDiffidence?â
âThatâs the word, mind you, he isnât retiring. Heâs eager to be on his game, and all that. But he has some picture of himself that he canât feel certain heâs living up to. Tarboxâ â and the Colonel turned in appeal to his butler, who had returned to the dining-room accompanied by an alarmed assistant of tender years for the purpose of removing the tablecloth â âTarbox, what am I talking about?â
âI believe the term to be persona , sir.â
âThatâs it.â
âBut there are other expressions. âEgo-idealâ might also be applicable.â Tarbox turned to Appleby. âI think, sir,â he murmured, âthat you will elect to stay with the burgundy?â
Appleby did elect to stay with the burgundy. He watched Colonel Raven moving to port and Judith to Sauternes. Tarbox, he reflected, was more than a mere philologist.
âWhat about Binns, the late tenant?â he asked the Colonel. âDid you form any impression of him? But perhaps you didnât much run into him.â
âOh, dear me, yes.â Colonel Raven spoke almost severely. âYou must take one fellow with another, you know. And there was a lot that was sound about Alfred Binns. Particularly on the Caribbean. Heâd fished some pretty monsters out of it. He used to drop in for a yarn. And he gave me a book to add to my collection. Rather well written thing. Called The Old Man and the Sea .â
âBut you
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