prey to slaughter, again and again. We must fight; it is simple survival.â
âBut do we fight all our lives?â Ragnor asked wearily. âIs there hope for us other than homes beneath the trees in the forests where we run when we canât outfight the might of the English? For surely you realize you have been an outlaw, you have refused to sign the oathâbut with this siege you will make a real enemy of the English king. You will find all your holdings seized.â
Ragnor was basically right. It had been soon after the sacking of Berwick that Edward had demanded that every landholder in Scotland sign an oath of allegiance. Many men had refused to do soâthough more than two thousand had, among them most of the men who would be claimants to the throne when the time came for a new king to rise among the contenders. Many men who had not signed the oath had been slain by English officials planted in Scotland. Arryn remained certain his own father had been murdered by Englishmen, though he feared he would never have the proof of it.
Just as Angus Darrow had meant to murder him.
But some had avoided the oath and survived, and like him, were becoming more open daily in their rebellion.
âNo,â he said to Ragnor. âThe king can seize what he will. Taking land and holding it are two different things. One day Scotland will be ours. And besides, what can any man now take from me? Nothing is left of my land but charred ruins and burned fields. Even our people who have survived have sought shelter in the forest at the base of the mountains.â
âYou still provide for them.â
âWe steal for them.â
âWe plunder English baggage trains and take back what is ours.â
âTrue. But eventually we will regain our country.â
âIs that a dream we live or a truth to be hoped for?â Ragnor queried.
âAre you becoming a pessimistic poet rather than a warrior?â Arryn demanded.
Ragnor grinned. âI? I come from a long line of reckless berserkersâmen who would fight when they didnât even know what they were fighting for. So I say, letâs pray we live to see this Scotland for the Scots.â
âAye!â
âAnd weâll drink to life, eh?â Ragnor said. âThe ale here is exceptional.â He poured from a large keg of ale into two tankards, giving one to Arryn, then raising his own and drinking deeply.
âTo life!â Arryn agreed, and drained his tankard. His head, he realized, was beginning to split. He had been awake all night. It was a new day. He wanted nothing more than a deep and dreamless sleep for a few hours of forgetfulness. He was crusted in blood, and he longed for a steaming bath as well. âRagnor, summon a servant, whomever you have found most trustworthy. Who guards the tower above?â
âYoung Niall of Perthshire. Thomas Grant watched until dawn, and now it is Niall who is there.â
âGood. Have him keep the watch until midday; then give it to Joshua Martin. Keep the men with the sharpest eyes on the wall as well. I donât expect trouble by night, but â¦â
âIâll stay awake myself until midday, then have Jay keep watch over all. You need have no fear, Arryn. Weâll watch your back well for you to get some sleep.â He hesitated. âYouâre taking the tower?â
âAye. Why?â
Ragnor stared into the flames. âWell, I do not deny you the business of revenge, but â¦â he hesitated again. âI find her very strange, the lady of Seacairn. Not what we expected.â
âReally?â Arryn inquired, annoyed that anyoneâs opinion of Darrowâs betrothed should matter to him.
âCome, Arryn, we thought to find either a simpering, inbred idiot or a cold, calculating shrew determined on pushing Darrow into taking every last drop of blood possible to increase their worth to Edward. She is neither. She is intriguing,