Gorgeous, in fact.â
âI donât know about that .â
âNo? You donât trust me?â
âMaybe I asked around.â
âThen why would you need to ask me?â
âMaybe I was curious what you thought.â
I took her hand and placed it on my face. âIâm as you see.â
Her hand was cool on my cheek. After a long silence, she asked, âWhy did you come here tonight?â
I thought of the box and the puppy. The light that went unobserved.
âI didnât want to be alone.â
âThe nights are hardest for you.â She stated it simply, like a fact. Like fire is hot. Water wet. Nights hardest.
Here is one advantage when talking to the blind. They canât see your expression. They donât know when theyâve struck bone. âWhat is your work?â I asked, changing the subject. âYouâve never said, specifically.â
âYou never asked, specifically. Call it acoustical fabrication.â
âAnd what is that?â
âYou start with wide, white-frequency tone, and then you remove everything you donât want.â
âRemove?â
Her slender arm curled behind my neck. âSound can be a flexible tool. A catalyst for chemical reaction or an inhibitor. Start with a maximum frequency density and then carve away those parts that you donât want to hear. Thereâs a Mozart concerto hidden in every burst of static.â
Again, I couldnât tell if she was joking.
I sat up in the lightless room. At that moment, in the dark, we were the same. Only when I turned the light on would our worlds be different.
âMornings are hardest,â I told her.
In a few hours the sun would rise. The sickness would come or not come. âItâs time for me to go.â
She ran a hand along my bare spine. She didnât try to get me to stay.
âTime,â she whispered. âThere is no such beast. Only now. And now.â She put her lips against my skin.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
The next day, I left a message with Jeremyâs secretary, asking him to come by room 271.
An hour later, there was a knock on the door, and he stepped into the room.
âYouâve made a finding?â he asked. He still had his suit jacket on. It would be a day of meetings for him, I knew. It was how you told the scientists from the managers. The color of their coats. Satvik and Point Machine stood behind me.
âWe have.â
His face showed confusion. âA new finding, the message said?â
âJust watch.â
Jeremy observed while we ran the experiment. He looked in the box. He collapsed the wavefunction himself.
Then we put the puppy in the box and ran the experiment again. We showed him the interference pattern.
Again, his face showed confusion. He wasnât sure what heâd just seen. âWhy didnât it work?â he asked.
âWe donât know.â
âBut whatâs different?â
âOnly one thing. The observer.â
âI donât think I understand.â
âSo far, none of the animals weâve tested have been able to alter the quantum system.â
He scratched at the back of his neck. A line formed between his eyebrows. A single line of worry on his unlined face. He was silent for a long time, looking at the setup, thinking things through.
I let him get there on his own.
âHoly shit,â he said finally.
âYeah,â Point Machine said.
âThis is repeatable?â
âAgain and again,â I said. I stepped forward and turned the machine off. The hum faded.
âStay here.â Jeremy strode out of the room.
Point Machine and I looked at each other.
Jeremy was back a few minutes later, this time accompanied by another man in a suit. An older man, white haired. Upper management. One of the names behind the quarterly evaluations. One of the names who would be firing me.
âShow him.â
So I did.
Again came the