honey?â
He shook his head.
âI donât know what I would have done if you hadnât come back.â
âIâm back.â Sammy went to his mother and hugged her. He wanted to tell her not to cry. He wanted to say it was not so bad, not all the time. Scary things happened, but mostly it was just things happening to him that had never happened before. âWe killed a rabbit,â he said.
âDid you really eat it?â Bethan wrinkled her nose. âHow can you eat a bunny rabbit?â
âYou can, if youâre hungry enough.â
Carl was nodding his head. âThatâs right. You get hungry enough.â¦â
âHe should have brought you right home,â Sammyâs mom said.
âA friend would have done that,â Carl agreed.
âHe took care of me,â Sammy said. He didnât like it when his family criticized Kevin. âKevin is my friend.â
âIt was good that he took care of you,â Carl said. âIâll give him credit for that. And he went for help. That was a big thing. A little late on the uptake, butâ¦â
âA little late!â his mother said.
When Kevin came, Sammy thought, his mother would find out how good he was. He was only bad sometimes. Not all the time. Sometimes bad, sometimes good. Mostly good. Like Sammy, he was two ways, too. Everybody was two ways. Carl wasnât just one way. Even his mom wasnât always good.
âJust because youâre not always good doesnât make you bad,â he said.
Carl and his mom looked at each other. âThe kidâs got a point,â Carl said. âI couldnât have said it better myself.â
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When Sammy brought the folding cot from the garage into his room, his mother helped him move it in. âYour room is too small for another bed,â she said, but the cot remained because Sammy wanted it there. When he woke in the morning, the first thing he did was look over to see if Kevin had come yet.
He had put a string of Christmas lights in his window so Kevin would know which room was his. And he kept the window ajar at night so if he was sleeping when Kevin came, he could climb right in. He knew Kevin would come at night. He didnât like going out during the day.
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âAll you talk about is Kevin,â Bethan said. âIs he a real person?â She sat down on the cot. âYou can tell me.â
âHeâs real, Bethan. Kevin is my best friend. Heâs going to live with us in our family.â
âSome of my friends say you made him up. The wild kid! They say it was something you saw on TV.â
Sammy gave a big laugh like Kevin, like K-Man. He made his hands into fists. âHa-ha-ha!â He pointed to his shoes, the laces tied. âHe taught me that. He taught me, Bethan. He held my hands and did it with me a million times. He said, âThey baby you!â He said, âYou can do this, Sammy!â And I did it, andââ
Bethan made the time-out signal in front of his mouth. âOkay, okay, I believe you.â
âWait till Kevin comes. Youâll see. Heâll tell you himself.â
âDoes he know where you live?â
Sammy hadnât considered that. It worried him till he thought of the telephone book with their name in it. âKevin will call me up,â he shouted at Bethan.
She put her fingers in her ears. âI hear you, Sammy. Does he have a telephone?â
Sammy thought that was very funny. âNo! No telephone. No toilet. No TV.â He looked around his room. âNo lights. No beds. No bureau. No desk. No chair. No toothbrush. Noâ¦noââ
âTime-out,â Bethan yelled. âOkay, heâll call you from a pay phone. What will he say?â
âHeâll say, âHello! Can I talk to my friend, Sammy?â Heâll say, âIâm coming to visit you.â No, not visit. Live! Heâs