all of them, were smartâamusing when they wanted to be. Father never brought a dullard home.
Fred said, âAny questions?â
âYes. What can I expect, and how long is this phase going to last?â
âYou can expect interesting stuff and a certain amount of what will seem silly stuff. Keep an open mind about both. The course will last a month, maybe six weeks, depending on what weâre instructed to teach you. You were sprung on us out of nowhere and at short notice. The syllabus is still under construction.â
âI thought you trained people in groups.â
âUsually we do. Youâre a special case.â
âWhy?â
Fred said, âThere are quite a few becauses. Youâre coming in with much more rank than is usual for a beginner. Youâre going to be working on the outside, undercover, as what is called an Undoc or undocumented operative, so no one in Headquarters is supposed to know you under your true name except the people who will eventually handle you directly. That category doesnât include me or anyone else youâll meet in this house, so donât tell us who you really are. The director and the rest of management donât
want
to know about people like you, so they can truthfully say theyâve never heard of you should the need arise. We work in compartments in this business. Nobody outside your compartment will ever know everything about you and most will know nothing.â
Oh.
So thatâs how Fatherâs sympathizers were managing thisâby hiding me in plain sight. I was a penetration agent already and wonder of wonders, my target had made this happen. How amused, how unsurprised Father would have been.
I said, âAre you in my compartment?â
âFor the time being, for the purpose at hand, we are together in a temporary compartment. When weâre done with the job we came to do, the compartment will cease to exist and for all intents and purposes, so will I. I have a job to do, cluing you in, and when I have done the job, thatâs the end of our relationship. Forgetting faces and names is my specialty, and anyway I donât know your true name or even your crypt and never want to know, so as a matter of self-discipline you should never let it slip. You did exactly the right thing by not telling me who you are, and you should never tell me or anyone else you meet in this house. This is the place where you learn to trust no one under any circumstances. When this is over, youâll walk out of the house and out of my mind and never come back to visit at either place. If we meet on the street in Islamabad or hiking all alone across the Sahara Desert in opposite directions, andsuch things do happen, weâll be mutually invisible. No eye contact, no smile, no nothing. Thus endeth the lesson.â
âSo now what?â
âNow we make some coffeeâespresso, I understand you prefer it. We converse. Apart from your duty to remain anonymous, you have unconditional freedom of speech, and youâre expected to speak your mind no matter what the subject. This is a bedrock principle. Otherwise youâre not much good to us. Iâll show you training films and talk shop. Other people, specialists in the skills of the craft, some of which may seem laughable to you. I assure you they are anything but. Mostly, we wait for the others to show up. That may be the most useful part of the processâlearning to wait, getting used to uncertainty, living with frustration. Youâll be doing a lot of all three in this business. Thatâs what field operatives doâwait for someone to show up, wait for someone to tell them something they want to know or ask them to do something Headquarters wants to get done. Itâs important to know how to endure the ennui, how to recognize the right moment when it comes, how not to look to others like youâre desperate to take a leak, and all this without going
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