yesterday. Abstractedly, Jerry North tore Tuesday off. He examined drawers, not knowing what he sought in them, and found nothing that spoke of Pam. He pulled out the upper drawer of the filing cabinet and looked at it, but did not begin to search it. He could spend hours doing that, with no certainty of gain. He pushed it closed again.
âShe didnât say why she came?â he asked Helder. âYouâre sure she didnât?â
âWhy would she tell me?â Helder asked. âNo, she didnât say.â
âWas she carrying anything?â Jerry asked. âA package?â
âJust one of these bags they carry,â Helder said. He used the word âtheyâ in reference to strange creatures, inexplicable creatures. It was in his tone. âShe wasnât wearing any hat, though,â he added.
âShe doesnât, much,â Jerry said. âSheââ He stopped.
(She bought hats; she often bought hats. She wore each hat once or twice, and not again. âMaybe Iâve sort of outgrown hats,â Pam North said. Her voice filled the room. âThey always begin to look silly,â Pam North said.)
âWhat?â Jerry said, to the other voiceâthe heavy, real voiceâin the room. âWhat did you say?â
âWhen she put them down to sign in,â Helder said.
âPut what down?â
âWith her purse,â Helder said. âI remember now. She put it down to sign in and there was something under it. An envelope, like. A square envelope.â
Jerry was back, by then. His questions were quick, but the answers were slower. Just a square envelope, under the purse. That was all he could remember. Pam had brought a square envelope with her to the office; whether she had taken it with her when she left, there was no way of knowing. It was something to look for. Jerry looked. He found square envelopesâlarge envelopes, for unfolded manuscript sheets (not square, but near enough); square envelopes for Voice-Scriber records. (There was a box of these; they were almost never used. They were empty.)
âThat looks about right,â Helder said, of the Voice-Scriber envelope. âA little bigger, maybe. But I donât know.â
Jerry North needed helpâprofessional help. He lifted the telephone on his desk and listened for a second to its deadness before he remembered. He went then to the switchboard at the receptionistâs desk. He dialed, holding one earpiece of the headset to his ear. The answer was not so quick, this time. It came in a weary voice. But it was the right answerââWeigand speaking.â Then Jerry North talked fast.
âShe had an envelope?â Bill said. âAbout the size and shape of a record envelope? Wait, then. Iâll be up.â
He was, in a surprisingly short time; Mullins with him. Bill looked at Jerry North. He said, âSheâll be all right. Weâll find her.â
âSure,â Jerry said. âSure sheâll be all right.â
To Billâs quick questions, Helder could give them little more than he had already given. One thing, yes. The offices had been cleaned since Mrs. North was there. They were cleaned every night, between six and eight. Bill Weigand swore at that âLetâs hope they gave it a lick and a promise,â he said. âCome on, Mullins.â
The policemen worked together, dusting gray powder, blowing it away. They dusted the office; the washroom adjoining it; even the sill of the window which opened on a fire escape. As they worked, Bill Weigand talked. He told Jerry of little Harry Eaton; of Hilda Godwin. He asked questions.
Hilda Godwin, Jerry knew of; had met once or twice. He had heard she was writing a novel. He had not been much interested, since it would, naturally, go to her usual publishersâthe Hudson Press. Eaton he did not remember. Then he remembered Eatonâs book.
âGod awful,â he said.
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