drinks.
After eating, Nat played another couple of games of snooker with Adilson and then wandered to the hotel lobby, intending to use the quietness of the place to phone his dad. It was empty save for an elderly couple enjoying a cup of coffee and a large, suited businessman with oversize dark glasses talking on his mobile. Nat spotted Emi sitting by himself on an armchair next to a low coffee table. A bottle of lemonade was sitting there,half drunk. Emi looked serious and was busy sending a text on his mobile.
Nat strolled over and sat down on the armchair opposite. He waited until Emi had finished texting and then spoke.
âHey Emi, whatâs up?â
Emi looked up. âOh, hi Nat. Iâve just been texting my mum. My dadâs not well.â
âWhatâs wrong with him?â
âHe was rushed into hospital this morning in Yamoussoukro â thatâs the capital of Ivory Coast. He complained of chest pains last night â he and my mother thought it was just indigestion. It went away and he got a good nightâs sleep. But this morning it was a whole lot worse and he also got these shooting pains up his left arm.â
âWas it a heart attack?â asked Nat quietly.
âThe doctors thought so at first, but they ran some tests on him and it wasnât.â
âSo what was it?â
âThey donât know,â sighed Emi. âTheyâve kept him in for more tests. My mum is really worried. Sheâs convinced heâs at deathâs door. But my father is a fighter and keeps telling her not to be ridiculous. He says if he was facing death heâd know about it, and that these are definitely not his last breaths.â
âWhen will they know whatâs going on?â asked Nat.
âNo one knows,â replied Emi. âBut Iâm worried anditâs tough not being there with them. A part of me feels I should get on a plane right now.â
âWhy donât you? The gaffer would totally understand.â
âI know, but my dad would kill me! Heâs so proud of what I do that if he thought Iâd shirked away from any team duties even for a day or two heâd never let me hear the last of it. But look â here I am going on about my dad, when you lost your mum. I shouldnât be complaining about it.â
âOf course you should,â smiled Nat sympathetically. âYouâre worried and you
need
to talk about it. Itâs natural.â
They sat in silence for a minute or so.
âNat,â said Emi softly, âdid your mum die of a heart attack?â
Nat felt a jolt in his chest. Heâd told Emi and Kelvin that sheâd died but he hadnât given them any details.
âNo,â sighed Nat. âShe was killed in a car crash.â
âMy God!â whispered Emi, âIâm so sorry.â
âIt was awful,â Nat murmured, âthe worst thing that could ever happen to you as a kid â your mum being taken away from you in such appalling circumstances. My dad was so crushed by the whole thing that we packed up and left England. If I hadnât been discovered by Stan Evans in the States, Iâd probably still be out there.â
âDo you still miss her?â asked Emi quietly.
âEvery day,â said Nat, âbut itâs much, much better thanit used to be. Itâs been so long that Iâm used to it now. Thereâll often be moments when I want to tell her about something Iâve done, but the pain isnât so great now. Itâs still there, but I can live with it.â
They sat in silence for a few moments, both of their eyebrows furrowed in thought.
âI canât believe you had to go through all of that,â said Emi.
âBut come on, Emi. Youâre going through a rough time at the moment. It must be really difficult for
you.â
âSo should I go back?â asked Emi.
âWhy donât you speak to one of the doctors,