tiny scar above our right brow.
My scar came when I was eight years old. I was running and playing out in front of our grandmotherâs house. Grammieâs home had a brick wall, which framed the front yard, and I tripped and fell, hitting my head on the edge of one of the bricks. Twin insisted we didnât match anymore and we had to be the same, even down to scars. So she took Mamaâs house key and dug it into her head above her brow until she bled, leaving a scar to match mine. Of course, my mother wanted to strangle her, but I think it was then when she realized that the connection we made in the womb would never be broken.
I tried to make light of the situation. âSo, can I slap you so we have matching bruises?â
She cut her eyes at me, letting me know she wasnât in the mood to laugh this off. I couldnât blame her for caring; after all, she was my sister. I wanted to say something to make her feel better, but I didnât have the answers myself. Linc had never done anything like this before. This was unchartered territory for everybody; I hated it just as much as she did.
âIdalis, you need to handle this. Heâs gone too far.â
I stood up and made my way to the sink, dumping out the melting ice cubes. âI know, India. And I will,â I assured her.
âIâm serious,â she continued. âHe needs to get his shit straight, or itâs a wrap.â
Her honesty, although appreciated, was starting to annoy me.
âTwin, I understand where youâre coming from. I just need to sort this out with him, which I will do.â
A few moments later we heard the soft chime of the alarm notifying us that the front door had been opened. My body tensed as India stood in the doorway of the kitchen.
I heard Lincâs keys being placed on the table in the foyer and I stood to my feet as he made his way down the hall to the kitchen.
âWhat are you doing here?â India snapped, ready to fight.
âI live here,â he countered. âFuck you doinâ here?â
I put my hand on her arm. âIndia, donât.â
She looked at me, then back to him. âIâm going to check on my nephew.â
We both stood motionless as she disappeared out of the kitchen. Once she was gone, he moved in my direction. I didnât know if I should run or grab a knife out of the butcher-block caddy.
âIdalis ... Iâm ... Iâm sorry.â
I moved slowly and managed to put the island in the middle of the kitchen between us.
âWhatâs going on with you, Linc?â I asked.
He reached up and rubbed the top of his head. âMan, this case just got me stressed. Thatâs all.â
âBut youâve had stressful cases before, and you never brought them home with you. Most of all, youâve never put your hands on me.â
He placed his palms on the counter. âI know. But this oneâs different.â
âWhy, because of him?â
I stood there, waiting for an explosion of some sort, but instead he kept his head down. He was hiding whatever truth his eyes might have been holding. I saw his chest expand and deflate as he filled his lungs with air and let it out.
Silence hung between us, longer than I wanted. I could hear Cameron laughing and what sounded like music coming from the television in the den.
âDo you wanna be with him?â he asked, when he finally spoke.
This time it was my turn to move toward him. I reached up and placed my hand on the back of his head. âLinc, Iâm marrying you.â
He turned his head and looked down at me. âThatâs not what I asked you.â
âTrip is my best friend. Weâve been through a lot together. We have a lot of history. Itâs hard to label something like that.â
He shook his head. âThat donât mean nothing, shawty. Hell, we got history. You still ainât answered my question.â
Just then, India and Cameron