jewelry parties and gardening and volunteering endless hours for some godforsaken cause. I want to hear that youâre up to no good. With a man. Preferably a bad boy kind of man. Preferablyââ
âYup,â Lily said peaceably. âIâm doing exactly that.â
The silence between Alaska and Georgia was abruptly deafening.
âWhat?â
âFor years now, you two have been urging me to strip off the teacher clothes, quit being nice, quit dating safe guys. So I took your adviceââ
Cate, in a crisis, didnât fool around. She cut through the drivel. âWhere are you? I can get the next plane out.â
Lily smiled into the receiver, but then got serious. âIâm in Pecan Valley, Cate. Iâm looking into our fire. Or trying to. I know weâve talked about this a zillion times, that we need to put the fire behind us, take charge of our lives. Only you and Sophie have done that. And somehow I havenât been able to.â
âWait. Honey. Wait. If we knew you wanted to do thisâor needed to do thisâthe three of us could have found some time to come together, go there togetherââ
âNo. Youâd both have tried to talk me out of it.â Lilysnuggled up tighter in the blanket, leaned her head back. âI never thought Dad started that fire. We all repeated the things we were told. That he loved us, but he was desperate, not in his right mindâall that. But I never believed it, Cate. Every time Iâm with a guyâ¦Iâm thinking of dad. How much I loved him. How perfect we all thought he was. How good. And that if he set that fire, maybe I canât judge anyoneâs character. Maybe Iâd just love blindly. Trust blindly. Iâm probably not explaining this well, butââ
âYou are, Lily. But I hate the idea of you doing this alone. And what about this man you mentioned?â
Lily heard her brother-in-lawâs voice in the background, and figured sheâd interrupted enough. âCate, Iâll talk to you in another couple days, promise. Donât worry. Everythingâs fine. Give Harm a big hug from me. Love you.â
She switched off her cell, thinking sheâd prowl around Griffâs place one last time, make sure all the doors were locked, make sure he was sleeping, make one more run to the bathroom.
That was the plan. But the last thing she remembered was snuggling just a moment longer in the blanket. It wasnât as good as Griffâs arms around her, but thinking about Griff set off a chain reaction of dreams.
Chapter 5
G riff awoke with his heart pounding, the threatening smell and heat of fire invading nightmare after nightmare. Immediately, of course, he was fine. His bedroom was familiar, dark and cool and safe. And his bed damned lonely.
He vaguely remembered Lily bossing him around, bullying him into the shower, absconding with his clothes, ordering him into bed. He couldnât recall ever being so offendedâ¦male-ego offended. The bossiness had charmed him. But then, she didnât even seem to notice when he was naked in the shower, and later tucked the covers around his neck as if he were a boy instead of the sexiest man she'd ever seen in her life.
It was enoughâalmostâto destroy a guyâs confidence.
The bedside digital claimed it was 3:00 a.m. Heâd onlyslept two hours, was still groggy with exhaustion. Still, he pushed off the covers, swung his feet to the floor. First thing in the morning, he needed to devote 100% effort to the fire and all the fireâs complications. But right now there wasnât a prayer he could get any further rest without knowing where Lily was.
She could have gone home of course, just taken his car. That would have been a no-sweat. And when he checked the spare bedroom, the couches, and didnât find her, he thought sheâd had the brains to do thatâbut no. The bunched-up blanket in his favorite