hard snores of Simp, Mex, Ace, and Dutchyâhe had no idea where Grady was, nor did he much careâCharlie doubted his leaving would be noticed. He made only slight rustlings as he gathered his meager bits of gear, which consisted of a few extra pieces of clothing, his old, much-repaired saddlebags containing holey socks, a tin cup, a few odds and ends of cooking implements with which he had been able to cobble together a campfire meal, and scraps of leather and twine he always found useful to have on hand for repairs. He dithered for a long time beside Nub, the broad, tall workhorse Charlie had ridden since Pap and the boys came along.
Should he ride out on Nub? Pap had said several times to him that the horse was his. But was it really? Did that mean heâd given the horse to Charlie as a gift? One friend to another? A few hours before he most surely would have said yes. But now . . . now he was mostly unsure. If heâd ever been Papâs friend, he wasnât any longer. In fact, the more he mulled on it there in the dark, the more he realized that Pap had been seriousâCharlie wasnât wanted. He was probably unwanted the entire time heâd been with them. And for it, he blamed Grady Haskell. That manâs appearance had changed everything.
As if heâd been bidden to appear by Charlieâs very thoughts, Gradyâs voice, rough as broadcloth dragged over rusted iron, frogged in a hoarse whisper out of the dark behind him.
âYou got yourself what the learned folks call a conundrum, eh, Charlie boy?â Then he laughed, long and low and slow, a snaky sound, half whisper and half branch rustled through brush.
âWhoâs that?â said Charlie in a hushed tone as he spun, narrowing his eyes into the dark. There was the man, not five, six feet behind him, arms crossed as if he were hugging himself.
âYou know, Charlie,â said Haskell, âI get me the impression youâre sneaking off somewhere, and in the night too.â
There was enough moon glow cracking through the branches high above that Charlie saw steam from the manâs mouth rise into the cool air. He hadnât noticed it was a cool evening. Too preoccupied with thoughts of other things, other concerns.
âWhat are you worming around here for, Haskell?â
âWell, now . . .â Haskellâs eyebrows rose and he rocked back on his heels. âSounds to me like Charlie boy has a hankering for an argument. What you doing out here in the night, boy? You got something hid away that belongs to someone else? You been . . . pilfering, Charlie boy?â
That last bit tugged a big old smile out on the foul manâs face. Charlie ground his back teeth together, his jaw muscles bunching. âI ainât never stole a thing. . . .â But Charlie stopped. It wasnât true. That pretty little doily . . . He looked again at Haskell. The man was smiling, nodding. Could he know about that? How?
âOh, Charlie boy, you are a thief. I can see it in your eyes. Always knew it, from the moment I laid eyes on you. I told myself, âGrady, heâs one of us.â Oh, you might act the big, tough man who is too good to associate with the likes of the rest of us thieves, but no, sir, Charlie boy, make no mistake, you are a thief like the rest.â
Charlie shook his head. âAinât true,â he said. But he couldnât meet the manâs gaze. Even in the near dark, he felt that accusing glare. Somehow Grady Haskell had to know all about him swiping that little doily.
âYou about to steal a horse, now, wasnât you?â
Charlieâs big, stubbled lantern jaw thrust outward. âNo, I wasnât neither. In fact, I was saying my good-byes.â
âGood-byes? Why, Charlie boy, now that my eyes have adjusted to the dark, I see that you are indeed lugging a bundle in one of those big grabbers you call a hand.
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