change this week to pay the vails at the Worthins.â
Felicity gritted her teeth. âIâm not paying the vails.â When Mrs. Boxâs face mirrored both horror and disapproval, Felicity added, âIâll never return there, so what do I care if the servants think ill of me when I leave without giving them a farthing?â
The woman gave an exasperated sigh. âChild, you canât go on this way. If youâd just set your cap for some young chap at the Worthinâsââ
ââFind a nice gentleman to marryââthatâs your only solution. Iâve tried, you know. But no acceptable man marries a penniless woman with four brothers to raise, and the unacceptable ones areâ¦wellâ¦unacceptable.â
âYou mean unacceptable by your grand standards,â Mrs. Box said with a sniff.
âAnd whose standards should I use? Iâd be the one living with the wretch and sharing his bedânot you or the boys.â If she could find someone to love, perhapsâ¦But no, mendidnât marry women like her for love. They married blazing beauties or delicate flowers or fine-boned china dolls. Not sharp-tongued spinsters.
Not that she wanted to marry, she told herself testily. No indeed. âThere are only so many things Iâll sacrifice for my family, and my happiness isnât one of them. As long as Mr. Pilkington pays me regularly and doesnât quibble about what I write, I shall continue to produce my column and earn what I can from it.â
âA pittance. It barely staves off your fatherâs creditors. Theyâre startinâ to doubt me when I lie about your father leavinâ you an inheritance. How long can I keep them believinâ that your inheritance is slow in cominâ to you legal-like?â
Mrs. Box had come up with the useful lie about the âinheritanceâ after theyâd first discovered that she and the boys actually had an inheritance of one hundred pounds per annum, an old carriage, and a mountain of debt. Of course, James had inherited the house, which was entailed upon his heir, if he ever had one, and the house was mortgaged to the hilt. So far Mrs. Boxâs lie had kept their creditors at bay, but how much longer could that work? Yet if her choice were to marry for moneyâ¦
âOnce those nasty wretches get wind of how lackinâ in funds you really are,â Mrs. Box went on, âyou know theyâll swarm over this place like flies, forcinâ you into bankruptcy. Your brother will lose the house that your poor father designed himself.â
Tired of the old argument, Felicity slammed the trunk shut. âIf that happens, the boys and I shall join the circus.â
âBe serious, luv. You must start planninâ for the future.â
What future? She had none. They both knew it, though she wasnât ready to face it yet. âI tell you what,â she said lightly. âRumor has it that Lord Worthing used to be a pirate. While Iâm at his estate, Iâll ask him to put in a good word for us with his fellow miscreants. The boys wouldmake good pirates, donât you think? Swaggering about with sabers in their belts and climbing the riggingâ¦â
âLord have mercy, the navy would surely stand up and take notice of that.â Mrs. Box crossed her arms over her ample chest. âWhat you ought to ask Lord Worthinâ is if one of his friends needs a wife.â
âYou mean his pirate friends?â When Mrs. Box glowered at her, Felicity added impishly, âI shouldnât mind marrying a pirate, you know. As long as he bathed regularly and kept his wooden leg well polished. Or perhaps I could find one with an eye patchââ
âEnough of your nonsense,â Mrs. Box grumbled. âAll Iâm sayinâ is, if Lord Worthinâ and his wife like you well enough to invite you to their estateââ
âThey only invited me
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