Charlie, I drove past your dadâs place on the way to my brotherâs last night. We took a bit of a trip to get out of the way of the cops. I saw a âSoldâ sign on the big house. Does your dad still work on the farm?â
âHeâs retired,â replies Dad.
I can tell Dad doesnât like speaking to Frank, especially after Mumâs had a go, but perhaps he wants to keep in with him in case he needs to borrow money. Itâs always like this. Nickâs told me that people who hate Frank still speak to him, in case they get on the wrong side of him. But I long for Dad to tell Frank to get lost, and Iâd like it if he smacked him one too. Yet the two of them carry on talking as if theyâre friends.
âI heard the farmerâs selling up to come over this way and start a shooting business. Did you hear that?â Frank asks.
âNo,â says Dad. But I know he has because I remember him telling Mum about it. Heâd been hoping to get a job with the farmer, Granddadâs old boss, but nothing had come of it.
âJust thought Iâd mention it,â says Frank. . âWell, tell your Nick Iâll be seeing him.â And with a final stare at me, he leaves.
Mum and Dad both turn in my direction. I shrug and mutter something about the twins possibly wanting bread and butter with their chips.
âSince when have you buttered bread for your brothers, Ellie, without being asked?â Mum points out. âI hope I was right telling Frank you know nothing about Princess. Tell me you havenât gone and done anything stupid? I could really do without that.â
Iâm grateful to her for sticking up for me against Frank, so I have to give some sort of an answer: âFrankâs horrible, Mum. Iâm glad if Princess has got away.â
Maybe itâs because Mum doesnât want to know but, for whatever reason, she drops the subject. I can tell she has other things on her mind, and soon after Frankâs gone I see Dad signal to her and they go out into the yard. On her way out Mum calls to me to finish laying the table and to make sure Patrick eats his toast. I can see them talking together over by the shed and then Mum starts to cry. This is seriously unusual. I guess Dad must have told her whatever it is that he and Nick were shouting about. Itâs something to do with money and rent and that kind of stuff, but exactly what, I donât know. I wish David and Sam would get home soon, chips or not.
I see Dad pat Mumâs shoulder and then they talk some more. After a while, they come back inside. I hang around trying to pick up some clues, but they donât say anything else.
9
Money Troubles
âEllie,â says Dad, âcan I borrow your mobile?â
Things are getting worse by the minute. âWhereâs yours?â I ask.
âI took it to be mended.â
I donât believe him. Are we so poor now that Dad hasnât even got a phone ? But I hand mine over anyway and he goes out. Heâs gone ages, and meanwhile Mum changes Jackâs nappy and takes him up to his cot.
When the chips finally arrive thereâs just me and the twins eating, and afterwards I play hide and seek with Patrick under the ironing board, but none of it feels right. Iâm not sure if itâs me being tired after the night before, or if things really are so bad. After what must be twenty minutes, Dad comes back in and hands me my phone. The batteryâs nearly all gone, but he cuts short my complaint.
âWhereâs Mum?â he asks.
I point upstairs.
âWhen does school start back, Ellie?â
âTuesday next week,â I say.
Thereâs something about the evening that never comes right. I know Mum and Dad are worried, but that usually means an argument, and this time there isnât one. Mum has a kind of closed down look that Iâm not used to. She doesnât even smoke much, but sits staring at the