himself. He groaned her name against her hair, his hips grinding possessively into hers.
She tumbled into his honeyed oblivion. Taking all he had to give, she held him to her, her last coherent thought the terrible possibility that it had all been a dream. And would be no more.
Eight
T he phone rang on her line. Thinking it was her mother, Kirsten rolled over in her bed and picked it up, her voice groggy with sleep.
âKirsten? This is Ms. Halding from the mortgage company.â
âOf course.â Kirsten became wide-awake.
âThereâs a problem.â
She tried to focus her sleep-puffed eyes on the receiver. âI donât understand. A problem?â
âYes, well, itâs the strangest problem Iâve ever encountered in the thirty-five years Iâve worked in mortgagesââ
âWhat is it?â she asked, frustration constricting her chest.
âYour financing has been rejected, Ms. Meadows. The title company researched the loan as a purchase, and theyâve put a halt to it. Iâm sure thereâs been a misunderstanding. I told them you werenât double-dealing anyone, but I have to admit, in their defense, it does look fishy.â
Kirsten felt as if she were in a bad dream.
âIâI donât understand,â she stammered, sitting up in bed, suddenly aware she had no nightgown on. âI applied for a mortgage. The owner of the property agreed to sellââ
âBut the title company came back and said you already own that property, Ms. Meadows. You bought it cash. The titleâs in your name. You canât purchase a property you already own. However, if you really just wanted to cash out, I can get you in touch with our equity armâ¦.â
The room seemed to spin.
The womanâs voice dwindled to background noise.
âDid you hear me, Ms. Meadows?â the woman asked again into the phone.
âYes,â Kirsten croaked. âI guess Iâll have to get back to you. Thanks for trying, though.â
She put down the receiver.
A flood of memories of the night before rushed at her like a freight train.
Chagrined, she recalled the hours on the couch, how sheâd wanted more, and then more, and how Seth had given her everything she wanted until theyâd both fallen asleep, spent, in each otherâs arms.
Somehow he must have carried her to her bed, because she didnât remember waking and going to her room. Heâd spared her the embarrassment of Viola finding them on the couch, but she couldnât help but feel a twinge of disappointment to wake alone in her own bed after a night of such soul-piercing abandon.
Now she was going to have to deal with the realities of her irresponsibility. The realities and the consequences.
Stumbling to the shower, she knew she was in trouble when she didnât want to step into the hot spray.
His scent clung to her hair and body like rare perfume. She didnât want to wash him away. The musky male scent was stirring, even comforting to her senses, but life had to go on. Obligations had to be met. Denials that their night meant anything to her had to be made.
She slathered shampoo in her hair, closed hereyes and scrubbed. The shower did revive her, and the cleansing renewed her good sense.
She would have to face him like his personal assistant and no more.
The first thing she had to do was to confront him about her motherâs house and tell him how she would pay him back.
She was still rattled that heâd bought the house right from under her. Sheâd asked him to stay out of it, begged him not to get entangled in any way. Now she was in it up to her ears.
Refusing to think heâd orchestrated the house purchase just to get her into bed, she decided the timing wasnât right. Besides, just the thought that that was what had happened would make her too angry.
And, in the end, leverage hadnât even been necessary.
Now she just had to be