door and took another disheartening look at the damage before him.
With no other choice, Charlie rolled up his sleeves and got busy cleaning. Hours later, he gave up and decided the job was going to require real professionals. Close to midnight he limped over to the bar and found one unbroken bottle of Jack Daniels and poured himself a drink.
It took three before he was completely relaxed.
âAn ex-girlfriend or boyfriend.â He laughed. Hell, what else was he going to do? As he continued to survey the damage, he reflected over his cavalier lifestyle and the numerous one-night stands. Up until now, heâd viewed it all as harmless fun. Heâd never made or broken any promises, nor had he asked for any in return. He always made sure his dates had a great time, and then they were free to go on their merry separate ways.
Maybe he had been too naive.
Charlie stood up from the bar and hobbled to his bedroomâanother disaster area. At least he was able to clear off a space on the bed so heâd have some place to sleep tonight. He reached underneath the mattress and hoped what he was searching for was still there. He panicked for a moment, but then his hand finally brushed against the spine of a book.
Smiling, Charlie set his whiskey down on the nightstand and pulled out his thick little black book. Such a book was the hallmark of every true playa. His didnât just contain the names and numbers of the beautiful women whoâd been so gracious with their time and bodies, but also notes and a very intricate rating system heâd conjured up in high school.
The book was his most treasured possession.
He flipped through the pages, and a flutter of memories danced before his eyes. If the good Lord did decide his time was up, Charlie realized heâd lived one hell of a lifeâjust not a complete one.
Charlieâs smile disappeared as a lump of regret clogged his throat and reality hit him hard. Obviously, he had broken a few hearts over the years, and if he was facing the end of his life maybe he should be using this time to right a few wrongs.
He returned to the first page of his black book and read the first nameâAbby. âThree and a half stars.â That wasnât too bad, he thought and picked up the phone.
As he dialed, he thought briefly about what he would say. He drew a blank while the line rang but before he could hang up, a woman answered.
âHello.â
âUh, hello.â He clutched the phone. âIs, um, Abby there?â
âThis is she.â
âOh, Abby.â He cleared his throat and tried to control a wave of panic. âThis is, um, CharlieâCharlie Masters. You probably donât remember meââ
âCharlie Masters!â She perked up. âOh, my God. I canât believe itâs you.â
He smiled at the reception. Maybe this wonât be so hard after all.
âMy goodness.â She sighed. âHow have you been?â
âNot so good. Iâm dying.â He blurted and then smacked a hand across his forehead.
âWhat?â
âThat didnât come out right.â
âYou meanâ¦â She gasped.
Charlie immediately knew sheâd jumped to the wrong conclusion. âNo. No. No. No. Itâs not what you thinking,â he rushed to say. âI donât have a sexually transmitted disease,â he stressed. âItâs not that at all.â
âWhat, then?â she asked, obviously confused. âIs it cancer?â
âNo.â He exhaled again and felt his migraine return. âItâs aplastic anemia.â
âItâs a plastic what?â
âItâs just a rare form of anemia.â
The line fell silent.
âHello? Are you there?â
âOookay,â she said hesitantly. âSooo, why are you calling?â
âWell.â He cleared his throat. âI was doing a lot of thinking, and I wanted apologize for, uhâ¦â He looked