worries melt away as I relax into the familiar surroundings. Thereâs no tension. Everything is consistent. When she walks away, I decide to get my apology over with.
âSorry about yesterday. I didnât know how to say no to Maddy â you know what sheâs like.â
Itâs not quite an apology, and not quite true either, but I figure thereâs nothing wrong with a little white lie now and again to spare your best friendâs feelings.
âItâs OK,â says Sarah, her face relaxing. âI donât blame you for going.â
âThanks â youâre the best,â I say.
My conscience cleared, I realize the timing is perfect for the flapjacks, and jump up.
âGoodness, my heart!â cries Mrs Butler, jumping as well.
âSorry! I just remembered that I brought you something.â
Fumbling in my bag, my hands turn clumsy and awkward.
I eventually find what Iâm looking for and, as I pull out the tangle of paper and Sellotape, I canât help the cheesy grin that spreads across my face. âHere!â
Sarah and her mum glance at each other in wonder as I unravel the complicated wrapping and flatten it into a makeshift plate.
âGeorge, I think youâd better come in here,â calls Mrs Butler. âLiv has something special for us.â
As Sarahâs dad saunters in, I realize there isnât enough for everyone.
Me and Hatty got carried away earlier, so there are only three flapjacks left â and one of those is mine. Sarahâs dad usually works on Saturdays, so I hadnât expected him to be home.
The flapjacks are delish and, although I want one â I mean, really, really want one, more than anything â I hold the biscuits out in full view.
âSee, one for each of you.â
For some reason, the flapjacks no longer look as mighty as before.
Theyâre a bit dark at the edges, too pale in the centre, and not at all straight like the ones you see in the shops. They look a bit dry and shrivelled. Ifeel my face flush. How could I bring something so inferior to the Butlersâ? As the three of them peer down at my outstretched hand, I fight the urge to bolt.
âThey look delicious,â says Mrs Butler, just at the right time.
âIâll get some plates,â says Sarah, bounding off to the kitchen.
I wait, my body tense. I canât believe Iâm getting the jitters over some daft flapjacks, but I canât peel my eyes away as they each take a biscuit and lift it to their mouths.
Mr Butler winces as he bites into his.
âAre they too tough?â I ask.
âNope,â he replies, crunching loudly. âIâve been having trouble with my tooth. I can eat it very well on the other side.â
And he can. It seems theyâre OK after all. I watch, breath held, as Sarah and her parents munch and chomp their way through.
At first, I worry theyâre just being kind, but it soon begins to sink in that they really are enjoying my gift.
âWhere did you buy them?â asks Mr Butler, shoving the last chunk into his mouth.
âI made them myself.â
âTheyâre really good. Youâve a real talent, there,â says Mrs Butler.
Her face crinkles into a proud grin and she reaches out to pat my arm. Without meaning to, I pull away. I wonder if Mam will look at me like that one day.
âNow I know what you were up to with Mrs Snelling! These are seriously good, Liv,â says Sarah. âI didnât know you could cook!â
Beaming, I turn back to the TV, hot chocolate in hand.
âItâs nothing. You just need the right recipe.â
Eccles Cake, Like Your Granny Made
They say that the older you are, the wiser you get; well, hereâs a recipe from a wise, wise woman, aged just twenty-seven. Make them and see â then feel free to call me Granny Bloom!
INGREDIENTS
500 g /1 lb 2 oz puff pastry (you can cheat this time)
25 g/1 oz yummy melted