be
hard to handle; it will be
easier without him.
If Dad sees how
carefully Iâm
thinking this
through, he
might help
convince
Mom.
Â
I
beg
Mom:
Please!
Iâd only take
three dogs. You know
I can handle them. Youâve
seen me. She wonât listen. You
are not old enough, she says. Or
strong enough. I make a face (should
not have done that). Mom starts in: A moose
will charge at three dogs as fast as it will charge
at six. A three-dog team can lose the trail, or pull you
out onto thin ice. What if your sled turns over, or you lose
control of the team? ( Mom really goes on and on once she gets
started.) Willow, you could be alone out there with a dog fight
on your hands. (Oh, right , Mom, like Iâve never stopped a
dog fight by myself.) When Mom finally stops talking
and starts thinking, I know enough to quit arguing.
She looks me up and down like weâve just met,
then takes a deep breath. You really want to
do this, donât you, Willow? It takes me by
surprise, and I almost say, Never mind,
Mom, it doesnât matter. But it does
matter. I swallow hard and nod.
Mom says, Iâll think about it
and decide tomorrow.
What if she says
yes?
Â
You
would
trust her
to take Roxy
by herself? Mom
questions Dad. They
donât know Iâm listening.
I know my dogs, Dad answers,
how they are with Willow. Itâs more
that Iâd trust Roxy to take her. Honey, if
itâs up to me , I say letâs let her do this.
I slip away before they see me.
Iâm pretty sure theyâre
going to say yes.
(Yes!)
I go out
and talk to Roxy
and Cora and Magoo.
I think theyâre going to let us go
to Grandma and Grandpaâs by ourselves!
I get out at noon on Fridayâitâs the end of the
quarter. Weâll leave by one, and be there before dark.
Weâll have almost two days out there, and come home
Sunday afternoon! Even as I let myself say it,
Iâm trying not to hope too hard.
I know all I can do now is
wait. It will jinx
it for sure if
I keep on
begging.
Â
Yes,
I have a
wool sweater
under my jacket.
Extra socks, gloves,
and, yes, I have enough
booties for the dogs. I have
my sleeping bag and a blanket,
in case I get stranded somewhere
(which of course wonât happen). Yes,
I have matches, a headlamp, a hatchet.
Dad keeps adding things to his checklist.
Zanna comes up as close as she dares, keeping
her distance from the dogs, to give me a card she
made for Grandma. Itâs cute, a picture of an otter
sliding down a riverbank. Okay , Dad says, it looks
like youâre all set. I know you can do this. Take it
slow. He keeps on talking as I take my foot off
the brake and let the dogs go . He might still
be talking even now , yelling out last-
minute warnings: Donât forget to
call us when you get there!
Watch where the trail â¦
And I can picture Mom,
standing beside Dad,
her arms folded tight,
like sheâs holding
me, wrapped
up inside
them.
Â
Fox
tracks,
new snow,
red-streaked sky
and full moon rising.
I know this trail, know
where it gets scary . I know
where it sometimes floods and
freezes over. And I know Grandma
and Grandpa will love it when they hear
the dogs, knowing that itâs me mushing
out to see them. Iâm almost there.
Canât be more than half an hour
to go. Down this small
hill, past the burned
stumps. ThereâI
see the light
by their
door.
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