that he was scared for a moment, but then he had thanked me. I had done the right thing. I had done what the mister told me to do. I took a deep breath, ready to tell them so.
â Ciao , Irene.â Giulia appeared at my side and tugged at my elbow. âLetâs go.â
âOkay,â I said.
âCiao, ciao, ciuccio,â Giuseppe said.
Bye, bye, baby pacifier? I stiffened. The ch sound, which started every syllable he spoke, landed on my ears like a series of slaps.
âCiao, ciao, cucciola,â Matteo added.
The different meanings of cucciola ran through my brain: kitty, puppy, little darling. This was definitely not a compliment.
I was ready to turn and face them, but Giulia said softly, â Dai , Irene. Donât listen to them.â
âI am not a cucciola ,â I said through clenched teeth. âI am a brute. Werner said so.â
Giulia giggled. âWerner would know. But I like him. Heâs fair.â
âAgreed.â
So many people were being fair to me: Werner, Luigi, Emi, Manuel, and maybe even the mister . So how could three idiots ruin everything for me? Or was it just one idiotâone extremely talented idiot?
10
Uaou! (oo-WOW-oo)
Wow!
The story traveled through the middle school of how I had tried to put the ball into my own goal. I smiled a patient smile and told everyone how I was feeding it to the goalie. Hadnât they ever seen a defensive player do that on television? Yes? Well then, they understood.
Luigi overheard me repeating my explanation to a group of popular girls. I had picked them out quickly in the first few days by their hair, nails, clothes, and tendency to travel in packs. He promptly stepped between Giulia and me and into the conversation. His voice took on the rhythm of an announcer doing a play-by-play:
âBoth Mendichela and Irene Benenati race for the ball. My heart beats in my chest. I know the signs. The crazy Americana plans to shoot the ball into her own goalâmy goal.â
âIt was a pass,â I said.
Luigi ignored me. âIreneâs eyes drop. She brings her foot back. Puuut! The spectators gasp. Mendichela gasps. The ball comes directly to meâto my chest. It is a pass. I know it. But I am still afraid. Will it knock me backward into the goal?â Luigi paused. His eyes slid sideways to look at me, offering me a chance to protest. I did not take it.
âBut no!â Luigi continued, gesturing widely. âI pull the ball into my arms. For now, it is safe from Mendichela and his team.â
âUaou!â said one of the girls. âHow bello ! Brava , Irene!â
Luigi grinned at me.
âBut Luigi, isnât it dangerous for Irene to play with the boys?â a girl named Elena asked. As far as I could tell, she tended to do most of the talking for her group.
âWerenât you listening to me?â he asked. âIt is my head that is in danger.â
âIf only,â I said.
âMonte Catino at Merano 2000 is more dangerous, Elena,â Giulia pointed out. âAnd you ski down that like a crazy woman.â
âMonte Cattivo,â someone else said, which could be translated as âBad Mountain.â
Elena smoothed down the front of her shirt, looking pleased. â SÃ. But the trees and course markers donât move themselves on the mountain. Matteo told us how the ball hit you in the stomach and the mister called you off the field. Matteo was so worried.â
Oh, yes. Worried that I might get up again. Worried that I would keep getting up no matter what.
âIt was so cute,â another girl cooed. âMaybe Matteo has fallen in love with you.â
âHa!â I said. The syllable jumped out of my mouth before I could stop it. Giulia snorted. Luigi covered his ears with his hands.
âMadonna!â he said. âHas Matteo asked for your phone number too?
âToo?â echoed an appreciative crowd.
âNo.â I said,
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