“I’ll talk to her,” he declared, squaring his shoulders for a
moment before slumping and looking defeated. “Thing is, I’m not a hundred
percent sure that she’s not doing the same thing with my little brother.”
Margot blinked, combing her memory banks for any clue she
might have caught and filed away. “Rosie and Aiden …” She bit her lip when his
face clouded and his dark brows knit together.
“I’m not a hundred percent sure but something about the two
of them…oh fuck who am I to talk?” He glared up at her. Her heart raced. “Why
did you come here anyway if you’re just gonna…leave?” His briefest of
hesitations gave her all sorts of ridiculous, impossible hope.
“Because we needed closure before I move away for good.” She
heard the strength in her voice and wished she actually believed in it.
“Ah, well, so glad I could provide you with your goddamned
closure.” He used the word in such a way that it sounded as stupid a she felt
for saying it. “Thanks for the fuck, doll. See ya ‘round.” He got up and walked
calmly out of the kitchen, leaving her with her mouth hanging open and too many
unsaid words choking her throat. Her feet moved of their own accord and she found
herself standing in his bedroom doorway, watching as he tugged on a T-shirt.
“You can’t throw that at me and then walk out of the room,”
she said, using her best calm therapy voice.
“Really,” he said, facing her and leaving her breathless
with her newfound knowledge of his incredible body. “This from the woman who
broke into my house in the middle of the night, sat waiting for me in my
kitchen and then took what she needed from me, only to inform me that she’s
‘moving back to Michigan’, conveniently enough, after my daughter caught me in
bed with her.”
“I’m pretty sure I provided you with something you wanted.”
Her face warmed as anger rose at his assumptions about what she’d done.
You did want him, you shameless bitch, her inner nag
reminded her. She shook her head.
“Yeah, well, I’ll say it again: ‘thanks and see ya.’ I think
you know where the door is, right?” He shoved past her, giving her a distinct
whiff of seriously pissed off, yet turned on, male. She shivered and set her
jaw against the urge that nearly blinded and deafened her to grab him and drag
him into the bedroom so she could top the cocky asshole the way he really
wanted her to.
But he was right. She should go. Taking a long, hopefully
calming breath, she walked into the kitchen and nearly plowed right into him.
“Shit, get out of my way already.” She shifted to one side. He mirrored her,
making her scalp tingle but pissing her off at the same time. “What?” She
crossed her arms over her chest to keep from yanking him close.
“I…” He stopped and put his hands on his hips.
“Spare me your compliments. I know I’m good. Now please
excuse me.”
“Wait,” he said, holding out a hand. She moved out of his
reach. “I don’t want to just…”
She sighed and closed her eyes for a split second then
opened them. “Listen, Antony, you don’t have to apologize or explain or
anything. I did this. I initiated it on purpose. But I’m leaving, for good,
because we can’t … do this again.”
“I know.” He slumped in the kitchen doorway, looking so lost
and miserable it killed her. “I asked Rosie to move the wedding up.”
She frowned. “When did you do that?”
“After that night at the hospital, remember?” He looked up
at her, his face a mask of agonized panic.
She felt herself sag so she dropped into a chair. “Oh,
right. Shit.” She watched as he pulled the milk jug out of the fridge and took
a long drink from it. The intense, overpowering desire to be here, with
him—truly with him in this house and this kitchen—made her almost double over
in pain. “Nice,” she said mildly as he emptied the thing and tossed it into
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