Worthington. I donât mind stable work.â Thad shoved his fists into his coat pocket, Noelle filling his thoughts. She was the biggest reason he had to say no, but there were others, too. âTruth is, Iâve got family trouble to help straighten out and then Iâve got my own plans.â
âI understand.â Robert pulled his billfold from his pocket. âI need permanent help, but more than that, I need someone like you. Itâs hard for a man like me to admit, but this horse business is not like banking.â
âNo, sir, itâs very different. Stacks of money donât kick you in the chest.â
âYouâre right there. I donât want to tell my wife how many times Iâve come close to getting seriously hurt. Maybe youâd consider working temporary, if that suits you. Iâd be grateful for as long as you could stay.â
It sounded mighty fine, except for Noelle. Remembering the look on her face whenever he was near cinched it. Nothing could make him hurt her like that.
âI see youâre considering it.â Robert sure looked pleased.
Thad cast his gaze around the sale. Rows and rows of horses standing in a spare lot between a boardinghouse and the smithy. Men and boys milled through the aisles, the sounds and colors muffled by the softly falling snow.
He thought of what to say to Robert and then of the land office he had yet to get to. He didnât know if he had a blue moonâs chance of finding and affording his own place.
âThen come work for me. You can start right now by helping me figure out a good price for this mare.â
âItâs sure tempting, but I canât take the offer.â There was no other answer he could give. âI wish I could.â
âCould I ask what the reason is?â
âItâs personal, sir.â Out of the corner of his eye he caught sight of his older brother ambling along the boardwalk, probably heading to the land office, where theyâd agreed to meet.
Best to hurry this along. Heâd spent over an hour with Worthington, and the man had yet to take his advice. âRobert, buy this mare. Iâd offer low first, say twenty, but sheâs worth more. If you pay seventy-five for her, itâs not too much.â
âWell, I appreciate that.â Robert tipped his hat as Thad did the same.
He left the man bargaining with the horse trader and waded through the fresh snow to the boardwalk. Aiden was leaning over the rail, one eyebrow arched in question.
âI heard that.â He didnât blink, and his dark eyes kept careful watch as Thad hit the icy steps.
The ice gave him something to put his mind on instead of Noelle. âWhat did you hear?â
âWorthington trying to offer you a job.â Aiden pivoted and crossed his arms over his chest. âWhy would you turn down a good wage? Even if you find land to buy around hereââ
âLand that I can afford,â Thad pointed out. That was the catch. Heâd worked long and hard to put aside every dime he could of his wages, and it didnât add up to nearly what he needed it to be. âIâm not going to work anywhere near Noelle Kramer.â
âAh, so youâve seen her. I wondered what would happen when you did.â
âYou could have told me.â
âAbout her blindness? You could have asked. You left town before because of her.â Aiden nodded in the direction of a shop two doors down from the postmasterâs. âAre you going to be leaving for the same reasons now?â
âNo. I gave you my word I would stay and I will.â Thad let his brother fall in step with him. There was a lot he hadnât told his brother five years ago and now. Time to change the track of the conversation. âHowâs Ma?â
âSheâs at the mercantile buying fabric to start sewing for Finn.â Aiden didnât sound too happy about that.
Thad had learned