little. One thing to have a troubled family, but another to have people know it. âI suppose itâs not a secret.â
âNo hiding a baby.â
I pressed my thumb against the crumbles of crust on my plate and savored the last bit of sweetness. âGrace, weâve got to figure out what weâre going to do.â
The lines in her face deepened with her frown. âIâm out of steam, Addie. I donât know what to do, and thereâs no one in the family other than you that I could ask for help.â
I pushed the plate away. âYou called Zeb.â
Dark eyes flashed and narrowed. âI called him after I saw you.â
âWhen you came bearing threats.â
âNot threats. Just a reminder that you have family who know you better than most.â
âWhy call him?â
âHeâs got a right to know whatâs happening.â
The sweetness of the cherry pie melted and a bitter taste settled in my mouth. âWe all know where each otherâs skeletons are buried.â
âYouâve always carried with you a strong sense of family,â she said, ignoring me. âYou kept your family together when your mother couldnât. You know how to handle this kind of burden.â
âYou must have lived through this before with Mom when you were younger.â
âMaybe I did. But that was a long time ago. Like I said, Iâm old.â
As easy as it was to remind Grace that she backed away from my mother when she was a much younger woman, who the hell was I to judge? Being AWOL for seven years undercut any claims to self-righteousness. âMom used to call Janet her superstar and me her glue. Janet shined and I was invisible.â
Grace dug her fork into a plump cherry, but she didnât raise it to her lips. âShe was giving you a compliment and didnât even realize it.â
âHowâs that?â
Grace inspected the cherry and then lowered her fork. âWithout a superstar, life is quieter. Without glue, it all falls apart.â
âShe always smiled when Janet walked into a room. Hell, everyone did. And I bet they still do. I bet Janet can still turn any dull day into a tremendous adventure.â
Grace swirled the cherry on the plate. âSheâs sick, like your mother. Maybe worse.â
I wanted to disagree, but couldnât. âShe was sleeping when I saw her today. She looked peaceful, and even after what sheâs been through, beautiful.â
âShe was raving mad when they brought her into the delivery room. Screaming that a witch cursed her and that she needed to get away before it stole her soul. It took a couple of men to restrain her so that the doctor could sedate her.â
The scene played in my mind: Janetâs arms flailing, and yelling doctors scrambling to restrain her and deliver the baby.
âThe baby was born by C-section,â Grace said. âShe was breech.â
âDidnât want to come into the world? I canât blame the kid.â
âAddie,â Grace warned.
I shrugged, the bitterness tightening around my heart like a vise. âI lived with a crazy mother. Itâs horrible.â
âSo did I, Addie.â
âShe wasnât a Shire by birth,â I said.
Grace tapped her finger on the edge of the plate. âShe and my father were third cousins. Go back far enough in her tree and you find a Shire.â
âYours wasnât crazy. She collected things.â
âShe packed every square inch of this warehouse, including this floor. She did the same to our home. And I can promise you that notall of it was lovely, salvaged goods. In the last years, she took to stowing her garbage.â
The vignette irritated rather than mollified me. My skin prickling with frustration, I rose and moved to the counter and the cherry pie plate. I sliced another piece of pie and stood at the counter, eating not for taste but because eating was better