taught me, looked straight ahead, and said absolutely nothing.
I made it to the door, but I had to wait a long time before Rocky cracked it open and let me ease inside.
He slammed and locked the door behind me. Iâd never seen Rocky so stressed. In the two years heâd been a pastor, heâd lost members when people went to other churches or moved away. Heâd even had an unfortunate church split. Rocky had married church members but never buried anyone. Poor Zeekie would be Rockyâs first funeral. Lord, have mercy .
I couldnât bear the sadness shadowing Rockyâs handsome face. Iâve teased him about his eyes, bright and affecting as a toddlerâs. Now his silent tears flowed freely. I took him in my arms and held on to him. My own sadness, which I had tried to hold in check, spilled out of me anyway.
âWhat happened, Rock?â
âHe drowned in the bathtub.â
âBut how?â
âSister Lou said the kids were giving him a bath.â
âWhere are they?â
Rocky walked me into the dining room, wiping his eyes. The Rock House had the support of some of Ann Arborâs wealthier citizens. Some had donated lovely, classic furniture. The dining table could seat ten, but was empty of people except for Sister Lou, her arms on the shoulders of an inconsolable teenage girl. Sister Lou paid me no mind, but the girl looked up at me, regarded me briefly with a tearful gaze, and put her head back down.
She, too, looked like her father, but far too old to be his young wifeâs child. A boy, maybe twelve years old, clung to her. Another Thunder kid.
I left the children to their grief, effectively delaying having to deal with Chantilly Lou. I took Rockyâs hand and guided him back to the foyer.
âHow old are they?â
âFifteen and twelve.â
âDid they leave Zeekie alone?â
âThey said just for a few minutes.â
âWhyâd they leave him?â
âZekeânot his dad, the little guy, not the baby Zeekie, eitherâhad to use the bathroom, and so Zekia stepped out. He closed the shower curtain, used the bathroom, and left. He thought Zekia would go right back in behind him, so he went back into the living room to play his PSP. Thatâs when little Zeekie was alone.â
âSo, Zeke is the twelve year oldâhis name is Zeke, too, right?â
âRight.â
âAnd the girlâs name is Zekia?â
âYeah.â
âAre there any more Zekes?â
âAll of his kids are named Zeke, babe.â
âExcuse me?â
âAll of them are Zekes. All the guys are named Ezekiel, and the girls are some variation on Zeke: Zekia, Zekiah.â
âDonât tell me anymore. Thatâs way too George Foreman.â I sighed. âSo, twelve-year-old Zeke closed the shower curtain, used the bathroom, and left him?â
âRight.â
I shook my head. âThat canât be right.â
âThatâs what the kids told me. Maybe you can talk to them when they arenât so upset.â
âOr when that gargoyle isnât hovering over them.â
âBabe, thatâs not very kind.â
âYouâre right. I apologize to gargoyles everywhere.â
âIf youâre just going to give attitudeâ¦â
I waited to see what heâd say.
He paused. Looked away from me, then back. âIâm sorry, Bell.â
âMe, too, Rock. Iâm here for you.â I swallowed hard before I let what I needed to say next come out of my mouth. âAnd for your godfather.â
Rocky managed something reminiscent of a smile. He pulledme into a bear hug. âThanks so much, babe. Will you talk to the kids when theyâre ready?â
âSure, Rocky.â
âI trust you. You know?â
I put my hand on his cheek. âI know. I wonât let you down.â
He nodded. We heard a tiny feminine voice squeak out, âUm. Rocky?â Both