books, was a librarian who, like Brigley, worked on the books in her spare time. She never married either, which made me figure there was a story in there somewhere, but I couldnât find anything about them ever having been an itemâor what might have stopped them from becoming oneâin any of the libraryâs reference books. I did find pictures of them, including one of the two of them together. They made an attractive couple in that shot, and there was an obvious attraction between them from the way they were looking at each other, so it didnât make much sense to me.
I tried tracking Cobblestone Jack down, but unlike Mumbo, heâd faded away a long time ago the way most of Brigleyâs other characters had.
Mumbo only survived because of her connection to shadows like me, but after reading her story, I didnât understand why sheâd needed us.
The Midnight Toyroom
is about this girl who loves a boy so much that she has the Toy Fairy change her into a ball so that she can be with him. See, he was from this rich family and her parents were servants, so there was no way they could be together. Werenât things weird in those days?
Anyway, he loved the ball and called it Mumbo. Played with it all the time. Only when he got older, he left it out in the woods one day and never thought about it again and there she would have stayed, except the Toy Fairy had allowed her to come alive when no human was watching, so she was able to make her way back to the house. The trouble was, once she got there, she was found by the housekeeper who was packing up all of the boyâs old toys to send to an orphanage, and she put Mumbo in with them. The last picture in the book is of Mumbo sitting on the top of a pile of toys in a cart as it slowly draws away from the boyâs house.
It was sweet and sad, really well written, and the pictures were beautiful. So I couldnât understand why it hadnât been more of a success. Maybe it was the downbeat ending, but itâs not like Hans Christian Andersen didnât write some downers that were still popular. I mean, have you ever read âThe Little Match-Girlâ or âThe Little Mermaidâ?
When I found Mumboâs book in the library, it wasnât even on the shelves anymore. I had to dig it out of the stacks because it hadnât been taken out in years. No surprise, I suppose, hidden in the back the way it was. But it was still listed on the card index, so if anybody had wanted it, they could have requested it.
Itâs just that nobody did.
Have I ever had a meaningful relationship? You mean like what you and Christy have? Not really. Like I said, I had a lot of ⦠letâs be poetic and call them dalliances, but nothing long-term. Friendships, yes. Lots of them, some Iâve maintained for years. But to be more intimate â¦
Iâve never met anyone in the borderlands or beyond that did it for me, and itâs way too complicated for me to even think about it in this world. I mean, Iâd either end up being this oddball curiosityâafter Iâve told them what I really amâor Iâd have to lie and make up a career, where I live, that kind of thing. It just gets too complicated.
Although I just got a cell phone that even works in the borderlandsâ works better there, actually, than it does here, since Maxie showed me how to rewire it so that we tap into the essence of the borderlands to make our calls, instead of having to worry about satellites and phone companies. So I suppose I could give out a number now if I wanted to and just be all mysterious about where I live and how I make a living.
Oh, donât smile. So I have this thing about being mysterious. You can blame Christy and his journals for that.
Sure, I can give you the number. But you have to promise not to give it to Christy.
No, itâs not just books. Eadar are created out of the imagination, period. It doesnât have to