wished whoever was moaning in her ear would stop. It made her splitting headache worse. She snuggled beneath the covers, curling against the solid source of warmth next to her. For a moment, the noise stopped, but her stomach lurched and it started all over again.
Someone whispered her name. A hot hand caressed her forehead. She couldnât open her eyes for fear of seeing the room twirl around her like an out-of-control wheel.
âIâll be right back.â
The warmth left and she clung to the feather mattress beneath her, praying the world would right itself, the headache would vanish and her stomach would stop flopping like a fish.
âHere. Sit up a little and lean to your left. Itâll help settle your stomach.â A pair of hands lifted her into a sitting position. âHold this.â
A cold metal basin plopped onto her lap.
âYouâll be all right in a while.â
âEban?â She dared crack an eye, peering at him through her lashes. Light coming through the window drove a spike into her brain. She moaned, clutching the basin. âWhatâs happening?â
âIâd say you drank too much.â
âI donât drink. Not even when the customers are buying. You canât get drunk on tea.â Her eyes felt dry as the land surrounding Berner. They snapped open as she realized what sheâd said. A million more spikes exploded in her head. It was too much and she held the basin close as her stomach emptied.
Heâd hate her now. She reeked of alcohol and sickness, had admitted to entertaining men, and for some reason she couldnât recall, had apparently imbibedâa lot.
Although her ribs felt as though theyâd burst through her skin, she thought sheâd survive long enough to suffer Ebanâs disappointment. She sank against the pillows propping her up and narrowed her eyes so she could only see his face.
His expression registered sympathy. He took the basin, settled it on the floor, then drew the sheet up to her neck.
âIâll get you some water and a wet rag. Thereâs not much we can do except let you ride it out. Sorry about that.â He disappeared again, leaving her in a puddle of misery scented like a saloon after a long night of debauchery.
Beryl wiped her hand across her mouth. Her palm came around smeared with blood and she stared at the bright crimson stain. Her stomach turned again.
Eban came through the doorway, his hands full. She lifted her shaky hand.
âAm I dying?â
He stared at her pale fingers for a second, but didnât meet her eyes. âNo. I think itâsâ¦â
âWhat?â
âAn ingredient in whatever you were drinking. Trust me, you donât want to know.â He settled on the edge of the bed and dabbed her face with the wet cloth. âBetter not to ask.â
The cool swipes against her heated flesh were reviving. She watched him through her eyelashes again. He smiled, though it was full of pity. When he laid the cloth aside, he stroked her hair back. He lowered his face to hers and brushed a kiss across her forehead.
âYouâll be all right in a few hours.â
She wanted to curl close to him and sleep in the comfort of his arms as sheâd clearly done last night. The thought jarred her. The room was starting to settle and she realized it wasnât hers. Ebanâs bedroom was papered with striped wallpaper in dark blues. Her walls were brown and cream. She tried not to worry about what she was doing here. Heâd offered her comfort when he knew she wasnât herself. Finding out what had happened was more important.
âWhy was I drinking?â
âIâm not sure. I wasnât there,â he murmured. âDrink some water. Youâre dehydrated.â
She took the cup, almost sloshing water over the side. Her stomach warned it was a bad idea, but she drank anyway. It didnât ease the furry feeling in her mouth, but it