test,â said Ursula, as she bent towards her sister. âI cannot carry things off.â
âYou are yourself. As I looked to find you. I would not have you rise to an occasion. I should feel you were someone else.â
âBut a more manageable person.â
âNot the person I looked to see. Not my sister.â
âDo you think I am a success?â said Elton. âI have meant my silence to cover so much.â
âYou are both yourselves. You have stood the years. Myanxiety was in myself. I felt that change had come to me. I feared it might threaten you. But the onslaught of life has been easier on you. May it always be.â
âBut we do not seem people who have not lived?â said her brother.
âYou have not lived much yet. Your time is to come.â
âMine is not,â said Ursula. âI tolerate nothing that looms ahead. I will not be threatened by life.â
âI am rather flattered by that,â said Elton. âI should have thought it would pass me by.â
âThere is no threat yet,â said Catherine. âYour sky is clear. May it never darken. And now we leave the heights and depths. I see we are rescued from them. Ursula will deal with the tea today. I will be the guest. Anything she has done for years, she can do once more.â
Ursula made some adjustment on the tray and yielded her place to her brother.
âDoes Elton pour out the tea?â
âYes,â said the latter, with his eyes on doing so. âMy touch is as sensitive as any womanâs.â
âMore sensitive than Ursulaâs?â
âNo, but more successful.â
âThis is a thing I had not imagined. I suppose there will be others.â
âNo,â said Ursula, âI think this is the only one.â
Catherine looked from her brother to her sister.
âYou have had your feeling for each other. I did not take that. What if you had not had it? What should I have done?â
âWould you not have done what you have now?â said Ursula.
âI should. It is the truth. I will not fear it. But how we should have suffered, both of you and I!â
âAre you going to see Cassius?â said Elton. âThe question does not savour of curiosity.â
âIt simply contains it,â said Catherine, smiling. âI shall see my sons. I shall know them. They will know me. I may or may not see their father. That means nothing.â
âYou have taken a brave step. Fancy my being able to say athing like that! I donât think Ursulaâs lips could have framed the words.â
âIt was easy to take the step. I had to do so, knowing I was breaking faith. That had been a thing I could not do. I found I could do nothing else.â
âI wonder if I could face reality,â said Elton.
âWhat do you call this?â said Catherine, taking his hand and laying it on Ursulaâs. âThe feeling between you. What is that?â
âThe foundation of our life. All lives must have a foundation. I was thinking of the things that come after it.â
âIt is best to have a foundation and not to build on it,â said Ursula.
âFoundations! Mine were torn from under me. I allowed it myself. I confused the incident with the essence. I have paid the price.â
Catherine Clare had a short, spare figure, straight, rather handsome features, iron-grey, curling hair and dark eyes that seemed to realize their own swift glance. Her voice was a quick, deep monotone, and all her movements were directed to what she did.
âYou are an accomplished tea-maker, Elton. I shall hesitate to take your place.â
âI have always hesitated,â said Ursula. âI am uncertain of myself. It is a thing that is known about me, I think the only one.â
âYou are proud of it,â said Catherine, smiling.
âWell, I hope people think I am. They donât despise you for things, if you are proud of them.