scenarios in my mind.
Also, the truth is, I lied to Jake. I wouldnât have been brave enough to get the operation myself. I would be so scared of the needles and the blood and the knocking out that I would rather live with the sore throats and ear infections for the rest of my life than get the operation, and that was pretty sad. So after worrying about Jake for a while, I started to worry about myself! Like, what if I needed an operation one day or some kind of medical procedure? What would I do? I tossed and turned for another hour or so, and then I mustâve drifted off because suddenly I heard my parents going through the house whisper-shouting, âJake! Jake! Where are you?â
Jake was still in bed with me, but he had pulled the covers up over his head. I lifted them off his face, and he was staring at me wide-eyed with fear. I couldnât bear to rat him out, but luckily my mom opened the door and said, âEmma, honey! Have you seen . . . Oh, Jake! There you are!â He was busted.
âNo! No! No! No! No!â Jake started to yell.
My dad came into the room and hauled Jake out of my bed and then out of my room to get on his clothes. He shut the door behind him, but Jakeâs yelling continued. Sam and Matt were surely awake by now too.
âYouâre a good big sister, Em,â said my mom. She smoothed my hair back from my face and bent to kiss me on the forehead.
âI feel terrible for the little guy,â I said.
âI know. Me, too,â agreed my mom.
âDoes he really have to get it?â I whispered.
âYes,â my mom said with a sigh. âWish us luck.â
âLuck!â I said, blowing her a kiss.
She opened the door to leave, and I could hear Jake screaming, âEmma! Emma!â
âOh, Mama! Poor Jake!â I wailed. Jakeâs screams cut through me like a knife.
Suddenly, Jake flew back through my door and into my bed. He was dressed (in his officer T-shirt the girls had given him, of course, and the hoodie my mom had gotten him at Mattâs game), but hysterically crying. âEmma! Help me! Help, Emmy! Keep me here with you!â
My dad stood in the doorway, his hands jammed deep into his pockets, his face red with exertion.
âJacob!â he bellowed.
âI donât know, honey,â my mom said to my dad. âMaybe . . .â
âWeâre going,â said my dad definitively.
Suddenly, I had an idea. âMom. Why donât I come with you? I have nothing at school today. Notests, nothing. And I havenât missed one day yet this year!â
âOh, Emma . . . ,â said my mom.
But Jake stopped crying, like someone had just turned off a faucet. âYes. Emmaâs coming with me!â he yelled. He wasnât exactly cheery, but it was like he seized on the idea for some reason and now he started to beg. âPlease, Mom, let Emmy come!â
âFine, but letâs go!â snapped my dad.
My mom and I looked at each other and shrugged. I hopped out of bed, grabbing Jake by the shoulders. âNo more nonsense, okay? If you start this up again, I wonât come, do you understand?â
He sniffled and nodded.
âEven at the hospital!â I said firmly.
He nodded again, and then he grabbed me into a hug. âOh, Emma! I love you!â
âLove you too, buddy, now get out so I can change.â
He left, and I whipped off my pjâs and threw on some sweats and a soft T-shirt, plus a pair of cushy socks and my slides. I jammed a couple of books into my backpack and grabbed my phone from the charger.
In the hall I ran into Matt stumbling sleepily to the bathroom.
âSorry, gotta go first!â I said, ducking in front of him.
âWhat?â said Matt crankily. âWhy?â
âGoing to the hospital with Jake,â I said, closing the door on Mattâs face.
âYouâre skipping school?â demanded Matt,