them.â
âWhat are you going to do now? After I leave you?â
âI have to arrange some mechanical things. I donât have clothes. I donât have a place to stay. Once Iâve settled that, I suppose Iâll go to the movies.â
âGo to the movies?â
âBest place to lose yourself for a few hours. One of those porno houses where you can rent a raincoat.â
âRent a raincoat?â
âNever mind.â
âWhat are you going to do about that man . . . we found? You canât just leave him there.â
âI canât do anything else. Anyway, unless I miss my guess, he wonât be there in an hour. They donât want the police in on this if they can help it. I wouldnât be much use to them in prison. No, they were supposed to walk in on me and get hard evidence. A photograph or something. Then theyâd have the leverage to force me to work for them. But something went wrongâwhat, I donât know. Maybe we woke up too early and got out too fast. Theyâll have to drop back and think up something else. And Iâm hoping that will take them a little while.â
She shuddered. âIâm sorry. I try not to think of him . . . the man in your loo . . . but every once in a while the image of himââ
Jonathan looked up at her suddenly. âIn my loo?â
âYes. In your bathroom. What is it?â
âThe man said a word just before he died. A name, I thought. I thought he said Lew, as in Lewis. Or Lou as in Louise. But he could have meant loo as in bathroom.â
âWhat would that mean?â
Jonathan shook his head. âI havenât the slightest idea.â
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Just before they parted, after they had gone back over the arrangements for meeting after the Royal Institute lecture, Maggie made an observation that had occurred to Jonathan as well. âItâs an odd feeling. The change of tone between this morning and the bantering in the restaurant last night. I canât help this curious sensation that we have known one another for years and years. In just a few hours weâve been through laughter, and love, and all this trouble. Itâs an odd feeling.â
âI admire the way youâve braced up under this.â
âAh, well, you see, Iâve had practice. The troubles in Belfast got very close to me. The soul develops calluses very quickly. Thatâs the real terror of violence: a body gets used to it.â
âTrue.â Indeed, he had surprised himself with the speed with which he had swung into the patterns and routines of a kind of existence he had thought was far behind him. âIâll see you soon, Maggie.â
âYes. Soon.â
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He stood in the red public telephone box and memorized the numbers of two railroad hotels.
âGreat Eastern Hotel?â The operatorâs voice had the singsong of rote.
He pushed the twopence in. âReservations, please.â
At the Great Eastern, he reserved a room under the name Greg Eastman. Then he called the Charing Cross Hotel and reserved a room under the name Charles Crosley. Railroad hotels were the kind he needed. Quiet, middle class, very large, and used to transients. He would actually stay at the Great Eastern, where a lift could bring him directly from the Underground station into the lobby, making it unnecessary to go onto the open street. His reservation at the Charing Cross was only for a pickup of clothes.
Next he called his tailor on Conduit Street.
âAh, yes. Dr. Hemlock. May we be of service?â
âI need two suits, Matthew.â
âOf course, sir. Shall we make an appointment for a fitting?â
âI havenât time for that. You have my paper there.â
âQuite so, sir.â
âI need the suits this evening.â
â
This
evening? Impossible, Dr. Hemlock.â
âNo, it isnât.