werenât such a Goody Two-shoes. A time when you liked to live dangerously.â
âIâm no Goody Two-shoes now,â she snapped.
âAnd that is the gist of our problem.â He stepped closer to her, so close she could smell the whiskey with the cologne, so close she could feel the heat of his body, fierce despite the cool night air.
Her nipples tightened against her thin cotton nightgown in reaction to him. Instead of backing away, fool that she was, she stood her ground, shivering a little, and not from the chill air.
âI know just how wild you are, sweetheart, and justhow good you still taste. Thatâs whatâs torturing the hell out of me. Being in the house with you, knowing you were right down the hallâ¦was getting to me. So, I came out here. But being out here with the smell of grass and hay and dust in the air brings it all backâespecially memories of you. Being here makes me feel almost like I never left. Why is that? What are you doing to me?â
âBut you did leave. And you wouldnât have come back now of your own accord.â
âYou know why I left!â
She glared at him, remembering that her mother had said cash was missing from the truck when sheâd explained why sheâd had to let Luke go.
Still, he should have said goodbye.
âBut I donât want to talk about all the bitter stuff. Not when this whiskey is so good. Not when youâre standing out here looking so damn beautiful you make a grown man want to cry.â
âAs if you ever cry.â
He laughed. âSo why did you come out here on the porch? What do you want?â he demanded. âAre you chasing me, girl, like you used to? Because this time I donât aim to run.â
âOf course not!â When he laughed again, she caught her lower lip in her teeth and stared at him uncertainly. Was he right? Had she been chasing him? Just a little?
No! But he did look uncompromisingly masculine and devastatingly attractive.
âIâd better go back inside,â she whispered raggedly.
âToo late, sweetheart. You should have thought about that before you came out here to tempt me.â
âI did not come out here for that reason!â
âI think you did. And I think I know exactly whatyou want. Iâll give it to you, sweetheart, anytime. Just say the word.â
âNot in this lifetime.â
âReally?â He laughed again. âThis is only our first night. Weâre both exhausted, and youâre injured. Even so, neither of us can sleep because we know what we want. Because we know how good it would be.â
Afraid of him, and the feelings and memories he aroused, she turned to go, but he seized her by the arm. His hands gripped her waist, snugging her against his long, lean body. At such close range she could see the curve of his thick black lashes and the tiny lines fanning beneath his glittering eyes. His sensual mouth was full and much too kissable.
He frowned down at her, staring at her in a fierce way that made her blood fire and her willpower dissolve.
âYou shouldnât have come back,â she said. âHassan should have sent someone else.â
âIf it werenât for Daniel, Iâd agree. But we have a son, and Hassan suspected Daniel was mine right from the first.â
âHow do you know that?â
âHe told me. On the phone. Right after I saw Daniel. So I came back. And discovered we still have thisâ¦â
âThisâ¦this what?â A wild, tender sweetness filled her. For a second she was in the past, when she was in love with him. Back then heâd made it easy to believe that his feelings for her had run as deep as hers for him.
She wanted him to kiss her again, to feel his tongue in her mouth. She wanted his large hands on her body, their fingertips blistering her through her thin nightgown.
âDonât pretend you donât feel it, too. This insane,