this.
He considered a moment longer. âWould we?â
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I woke often at night to the groaning of the ship, the sea hissing as we sped before the wind, and I could not tell if the cry I had just heard was one of our dwindling number of nanny goats, or something human.
When I heard the squabbling voices that morning, I was not surprised. Perhaps some Crusader had in fact decided to threaten the crew into making for a nearby port.
Some trouble had been steeping all this while, but as I climbed into the sunlight behind Edmund, I stopped in my tracks.
Captain Giorgio held Osbert to the deck.
SEVENTEEN
Osbert protested, âI have done nothing.â
A sailor held up a purse, a leather money pouch, with a gash along the seam. He held up a short blade, too, the sort of sharp kitchen knife that is carried in the pocket with the point buried in a ball of wax.
I had seen this knife in Osbertâs hand just days before, cutting an apple.
âMy lords, I am guiltless,â piped Osbert.
âEdmund, bring my sword,â said Nigel.
âIâll do it,â said Edmund.
Sir Nigel turned to look at him.
âHeâs my servant,â said Edmund, âbrought by me from the battlefield. Iâll punish him myself.â
Sir Nigel said, in a low voice, confiding and gentle, âYou know what the punishment has to be?â
Osbert gave out a high, crystalline wail, a keen sound that startled all of us into silence.
âNo, good Edmund,â said Osbert at last. âLet Sir Nigel cut me, pleaseânot you.â
Edmund was gone, down into the hull. He returned with a sword in its black leather scabbard. He drew Sir Nigelâs blade, and looked to me without speaking.
Rannulf and I seized Osbert, and were in the act of stretching out the servantâs arm against the deck when Osbert shifted, contracted his body, and forced it into a ball. Exasperated, Rannulf and I reached to grapple with him.
Osbert sprang up and leaped onto the rail as a flume of spray streaked through the morning sun. He jumped.
For an instant his head bobbed in the lacy foam of our wake.
And then he vanished.
EIGHTEEN
We never saw him again.
In the hours following Osbertâs death, Edmund watched the sea. He peered into the shipâs wake, hurried from one rail to the other, and climbed to the limit of the bow, seeking a glimpse of his servant. At last he returned to the stern again, his head cocked, as though listening for Osbertâs voice, still expecting to see his face appearing out of the wind-scored swells.
I joined him there beside the helmsman, a man tanned and wrinkled by the sun. Sir Nigel arrived to mark Edmundâs mood, and took the opportunity to remark on the distant islands.
âGreek strongholds,â he said, to distract Edmund from his mourning. âSome of them were visited by the great knight Ulysses himself, in his legendary travels.â
âUlysses sailed home through these waters?â I asked.
âCertainly,â said Nigel, eager to distract Edmund with any sort of conversation. âAnd had his men turned into breed-boars by a famous witch. Although,â he added with a chuckle, âI believe many sailors are half pig already.â
The wind was powerful and swept us onward, each fling of spray stinging our eyes. Sailors had searched the thin bedroll and cracked leather satchel, all of Osbertâs remaining possessions. Squires and knights alike exclaimed at the rings and brooches that appeared, small objects of value that their owners had thought lost or mislaid.
âOsbert had my trust,â said Edmund, interrupting our attempts to entertain him with talk. Mi truste.
âAnd mine,â I offered, but Edmund would only give me a pained smile.
âLeave him to the saints,â said Sir Nigel.
I wondered what the Heavenly Host would make of our bright-eyed, lively servant, and whether Our Lord would forgive him for his