Rosie for her name.
âI guess itâs actually Rose Daniels,â she said, âbut Iâve gone back to McClendonâmy maiden name. I suppose that isnât legal, but I donât want to use my husbandâs name anymore. He beat me, and so I left him.â She realized that sounded as if sheâd left him the first time heâd done it and her hand went to her nose, which was still a little tender up where the bridge ended. âWe were married a long time before I got up the courage, though.â
âHow long a time are we talking about?â
âFourteen years.â Rosie discovered she could no longer meet Anna Stevensonâs direct blue gaze. She dropped her eyes to her hands, which were knotted so tightly together in her lap that the knuckles were white.
Now sheâll ask why it took me so long to wake up, she thought. She wonât ask if maybe some sick part of me liked getting beaten up, but sheâll think it.
Instead of asking why about anything, the woman asked how long Rosie had been gone.
It was a question she found she had to consider carefully, and not just because she was now on Central Standard Time. The hours of the bus combined with the unaccustomed stretch of sleep in the middle of the day had disoriented her time-sense. âAbout thirty-six hours,â she said after a bit of mental calculation. âGive or take.â
âUh-huh.â Rosie kept expecting forms which Anna would either hand to Rosie or start filling in herself, but the woman only went on looking at her over the strenuous topography of her desk. It was unnerving. âNow tell me about it. Tell me everything.â
Rosie drew a deep breath and told Anna about the drop of blood on the sheet. She didnât want to give Anna the idea that she was so lazyâor so crazyâthat she had left her husband of fourteen years because she didnât want to change the bed-linen, but she was terribly afraid that was how it must sound. She wasnât able to explain the complex feelings that spot had aroused in her, and she wasnât able to admit to the anger she had feltâanger which had seemed simultaneously new and like an old friendâbut she did tell Anna that she had rocked so hard she had been afraid she might break Poohâs Chair.
âThatâs what I call my rocker,â she said, blushing so hard that her cheeks felt as if they might be on the verge of smoking. âI know itâs stupidââ
Anna Stevenson waved it off. âWhat did you do after you made your mind up to go? Tell me that.â
Rosie told her about the ATM card, and how she had been sure that Norman would have a hunch about what she was doing and either call or come home. She couldnât bring herself to tell this severely handsome woman that she had been so scared sheâd gone into someoneâs back yard to pee, but she told about using the ATM card, and how much sheâd drawn out, and how sheâd come to this city because it seemed far enough away and the bus would be leaving soon. The words came out of her in bursts surrounded by periods of silence in which she tried to think of what to say next and contemplated with amazement and near-disbelief what she had done. She finished by telling Anna about how sheâd gotten lost that morning, and showing her Peter Slowikâs card. Anna handed it back after a single quick glance.
âDo you know him very well?â Rosie asked. âMr. Slowik?â
Anna smiledâto Rosie it looked like it had a bitter edge. âOh yes,â she said. âHe is a friend of mine. An old friend. Indeed he is. And a friend of women like you, as well.â
âAnyway, I finally got here,â Rosie finished. âI donât know what comes next, but at least I got this far.â
A ghost of a smile touched the corners of Anna Stevensonâs mouth. âYes. And made a good job of it, too.â
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