been hopeless, and all his thrashing about would have done nothing but take him farther down. But bit by bit he hauled his shrapnel-blasted body upward. Perhaps the holes helped. Perhaps they made him lighter.
The explosions had stopped by the time he pulled himself out of the ground, and he looked at his own damage. As always the wounds were painless, but that didnât mean the sensation was pleasant. He watched as the wounds healed themselves closed. Even though they were gone, they left a haunting memory of their presence, like the lingering feeling of nightmares.
Nick turned back to the spacecraft to see what was left of itâand of Johnnie-O. To his surprise, the shuttle, the fuel tank, and boosters were all still there suspended in midair, completely undamaged. Perhaps the ship had been designed to withstand such explosions or perhaps its memory was too proud and permanent to ever be troubled by an attempt to take it down, whether intentional or accidental. Of course the same could not be said for the Ripperâs rickety scaffold. It was completely gone, which was no surprise. Nick suspected the thing would have fallen if someone had blown on it too hard.
Up in the now-empty cargo hold, Johnnie-O still clung to the inside of the hold, the structure of the shuttle having shielded him from the worst of the blast. Unable to hold on anymore, he slipped and fell, yelling all the way down. He hit the lip of the cargo hold, and bounced off it, tumblingdown the tail and careening off the shuttle engines, until landing face-first on the all-too-solid deadspot tarmac, a hundred and fifty feet below the spaceship.
âJohnnie!â yelled Nick, racing to him.
Johnnie-O sat up, dazed. âAm I blown up?â
âNo,â said Nick, âyouâre okay.â
He looked no worse off than the shuttle itself, except for one thingâthe cigarette that had perpetually hung from his lip since the moment he died was now goneâthe only part of him incinerated by the explosion. Nick helped him to his feet and decided it was best not to point that out; best to let him discover it for himself once he was in a state of mind to notice.
Then from behind them came a wail of absolute and utter despair.
âMy collection!â screamed the Ripper. âLook whatcha done to my collection!â
Nick looked around him; twisted gun barrels and unrecognizable pieces of tortured metal littered the deadspotâ and beyond the deadspot even more destroyed weaponry was sinking into the ground of the living world.
âLook whatcha done! Look whatcha done! Itâs all gone!â
Nick had no sympathy, and stormed up to him. âWhat kind of idiot keeps a collection of live ammunition and armed bombs?â
âI ainât no idjit,â screamed the Ripper. âYouâre the idjit! I got nuthinâ now, thanks to you!â
And thatâs when Nick realized something.
In truth he had realized it before, only it hadnât fully registered. It was there in the Ripperâs eyes, in the shapeof the face, and in the lilt of the voice. Nick reached for the Ripperâs Confederate cap, trying to pull it off, but of course it didnât come. Just like Nickâs own tie, it was a permanent part of the Ripper.
âGet yer hands off!â Zach the Ripper said, slapping Nickâs hand away.
But Nick knew this was no âZachâ at all.
âYouâre a girl!â
The Ripperâs eyes narrowed, boldly staring right at him. âYou got a problem with that?â
CHAPTER 7
A Fistful of Forever
It was not uncommon once war was declared between the North and South for boys to lie about their age so they could serve. Nor was it uncommon for battle-ambitious girls to cut their hair and lie about their gender. Few got away with it, though.
Fourteen year-old Zinnia Kitner was one of those few.
Named after her motherâs favorite flower, she had always hated her nameâhated