Celeste and the good-looking stranger are among them, already holding hands. She passes so close to me I could touch her on the cheek, but either she doesnât see me or she pretends she doesnât. They slip around the corner of the building where the smell of trash might be stronger but the shadows are deeper. Iâm thinking maybe I can convince Ryan to give me a ride to my car so I can go home now; itâs looking like Celeste might appreciate having me out of the way come closing time.
âI guess I should go back in,â I say to Joe. âMy friends might be wondering where I am.â
He nods. âIf you wanted, you could give me your address,â he says, his voice so offhand heâs clearly making an effort to keep it that way. âIn case I have time to bring Jezebel out to see you.â
âSure,â I say, smiling to show Iâd welcome a visit from himâand his dog. âTake 159 to W, go right on W, and stay on that about eight miles. Thereâs an abandoned red barn on the left side of the road and a stone wall on the right side. Iâm right past the stone wall.â
Heâs not writing it down but heâs nodding at each landmark like heâs committing it to memory. âOh, hey, I think Iâve been down that way a few times to go hunting,â he says.
I canât stop my expression of horror. âHunting? You shoot things? You wonât kill a person but youâll take a gun and kill an
animal
?â
He looks both chagrined and a little defensive. âBowhunting. Not guns. And I donât hunt anything I canât eat. And if we donât thin the deer population, it gets out of controlââ
âSince weâve killed off so many of their natural predators,â I rattle off. âI know. But
still
.â
He heaves a sigh. âSo I guess you donât eat meat. Maybe youâre a vegan.â
Now Iâm the one who looks defensive. âI eat meat. Sometimes.â
âAnd you donât think thatâs hypocritical? That youâll eat meat if someone
else
has done the killing?â
âItâs kind of like you and the cop thing,â I answer. âI know someone has to do it, but I donât want it to be me.â
âWell, donât hold it against me,â he says.
I donât know you well enough to care
is one option for a reply. But I donât say it and, anyway, itâs not quite true. I mean, I donât know him, but I like him well enough to think it would be nice to care. âGive me a little time to get over the shock.â
âYou probably do stuff that Iâd think was gross, too,â he says hopefully.
Now I laugh. âYeah, like neutering dogs and cats and looking up their butts with scopes.â
âEw! Yuck! That is totally gross,â he responds. âBut
I
donât hold it against
you
.â
âItâs not the same thing! Iâm saving lives and youâre taking them.â
âIâd be saving lives if everyone was starving and the only food they had was the meat I brought home.â
This makes me laugh. âI get the feeling youâre the kind of guy who can argue all day about something,â I say. âAm I right?â
âKind of. I told you. Brothers. You canât ever give in, man. You canât ever admit youâre wrong.â
I want to say
Sounds exhausting
, but before I can get the words out, thereâs a terrific clatter from the back alley. Metal trash cans rattle and clang together, and then comes the high, unnerving sound of a manâs voice raised in sharp pain. I jerk around to stare in that direction, as do all the people loosely gathered in front of the club. Joeâs on his feet, his hand going to his belt.
He carries a gun?
I think a little numbly, but no, it turns out heâs holding something that looks like a two-way radio. The expression on his amiable face is suddenly alert and