came out and gave me hot cider.
I looked at her. âYou guys do know itâs not winter, right?â
âWell, you canât be too careful,â Nana said.
The cider was delicious.
It started raining harder.
Maddie stood at the window, staring at me like I was crazy.
She had a good point.
I had nothing to do because I couldnât use my cell phone in the rain, I couldnât read in the rain, and I sure couldnât watch TV in the rain. I started to understand why the contestants on Now What?!? were so miserable. The only thing to do was to curse Kevin Kessler and his stupid idea to move the couch outside, even though four hours earlier, it had been like the best idea ever.
So I hunkered down in my poncho, sipped my cider, and stared at the gray sky.
Eventually, I got up off the couch and headed inside to use the bathroom. As I stared at myself in the mirrorâa wet messâI couldnât believe how much had changed. In five days, Iâd gone from a pretty normal, somewhat invisible, typically overscheduled kid to a mini-celebrity, local hero, and determined but soggy crusader.
Would it be worth it?
I had no idea.
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By the time my dad pulled into the driveway, it was pouring so hard he couldnât even see me when he got out of the car.
He was halfway up the front steps when he saw his only son sitting in the front yard, on a couch, in a rainstorm.
He stopped and stood there, his suit soaking in the rain. Then he came over to me and said the first words heâd said to me in two days.
âBetter bundle up.â
And he went inside and had dinner.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
An hour and a half later, it had gotten pitch black and was still raining. Then the porch light came on, the screen door opened, and my dad came outside with a flashlight. He walked up and stood over me.
âDid you know that I was the first member of my family to go to college?â
âYup,â I answered. Heâd told me that a lot. Usually when he was trying to talk me into doing something that was good for college.
âWhat I bet you didnât know,â he said, âwas that I didnât want to go.â
I squinted into the blinding flashlight but didnât say anything.
âMy dad owned a kitchen supply store,â Dad continued. âIt was pretty tiny, but it got us by. I worked there every summer from the age of eleven. I actually loved it. I thought for sure he was going to hand the store down to me. And when I was in high school, and he got sickââmy dad stopped for a minute, the way he always did when he talked about his dad getting sickââI told him I wanted to take over the store right after I graduated. I knew if I didnât take over, he was going to have to sell it. Which was a big deal, because the store had been his dadâs store, and his dadâs dadâs store before that.â
The flashlight suddenly went out, and my dad started fiddling with it. âDang battery,â he muttered.
âSo what happened with your dad?â I asked him in the dark.
âWell, we got in a pretty big fight, is what happened. My dad told me there was no way I wasnât going to college. I told him there was no way I was. We screamed at each other all night. We were both incredibly stubborn, I guess. Sounds familiar, right?â
He stopped, like he was actually waiting for an answer, so I said, âRight.â
âI didnât realize, of course, just how sick he was. On the day after I graduated from high school, I went down to the store just like always. But it was boarded up. There was a big sign on the door that said SOLD.â
Then my dad sat down on the couch next to me.
âHe died a year later. My mom told me much later on that the sale of the store paid for the first two years of college, and his life insurance paid for the rest.â
The flashlight suddenly came back on, and I was able to