Free Flowers on Main by Sherryl Woods Page B

sounding vaguely wary, but definitely not surprised. “How are you?”
    “Doing well, and you?”
    “Never better. I imagine you called to speak to…” Her voice trailed off.
    Megan chuckled at her confusion. “It is a puzzle, isn’t it?” she replied. “It’s not as though I’ve stayed in touch with anyone there in any sort of predictable way.”
    “The truth is, at first I assumed you’d called to speak to Abby, but of course you’d call her on her cell or at the new house or at her office. Is it Mick you’re calling for?”
    “Actually, I wanted to talk to you,” Megan said, deciding to take advantage of the opportunity that had presented itself. She wanted to make amends to this woman who’d always been so kind to her. The overture was long overdue. “We didn’t get much time alone when I was there for the opening of the inn. You were unhappy I’d come, weren’t you?”
    “At first,” Nell admitted in her typically blunt way. “But the visit went smoothly enough. I saw you were making an effort.”
    “I was. I wanted it to be a first step with my children and with you. I know you were furious with me when I divorced Mick and left town.”
    “Not furious,” Nell claimed. “Disappointed, and it was about the children, not me or even my son. I knew as well as anyone why you felt you needed to leave Mick. It saddened me that it had to come to that, but I couldn’t blame you.”
    “Have I ever told you how grateful I am that the children had you?”
    “They should have had their mother,” Nell said fiercely.
    Though the remark stung, Megan agreed with her. “Yes, they should have. And I wanted them here, you do know that, don’t you?” she said, a pleading note in her voice. Nell O’Brien had mattered to her, and she’d always regretted losing that connection along with the rest of her family, to say nothing of losing the older woman’s approval.
    “Seemed to me it was a halfhearted effort at best,” Nell said, not conceding an inch.
    “I can’t deny it looked that way. Somehow I let Mick convince me they were better off with the two of you,” Megan explained. “I didn’t fight him and I should have. Once I was settled here, I should have fought tooth and nail for joint custody at the very least. I know that now, but my visits there were such disasters, no matter how often I came or how hard I tried, it seemed best to let them stay where they were happy.”
    “Children don’t always know what we’re thinking. They only understand our actions,” Nell reminded her.
    “Believe me, I know that. And the message I sent to all of them was that I didn’t care, when that was the furthest thing from the truth.”
    Now that the door had been opened, Megan poured out all the things she’d felt back then. “I loved them so much I couldn’t bring myself to rip them from the life they’d known. I thought visits to me in New York would help make them feel part of my life here, but they were all so angry, none of them wanted to come and, when I insisted, they were sullen. Mick was so sure they’d come around if we gave them time. Instead, it allowed their wounds to fester. They ended up hating me.”
    The explanation—too little and much too late—wasreceived in silence. “Spilt milk,” Nell said eventually. “You and Abby have found a way back to each other. You’ll do the same with the rest of them.”
    “I hope so. And that’s the other reason I was calling. Mick told me there’s something going on with Bree. Do you know anything about that?”
    “A bit, but she just walked into the kitchen. Why don’t I let you speak to her.” Nell’s next words were muffled, but then she said, “You take care of yourself, Megan love. And come back soon for another visit. You’re welcome here anytime.”
    Megan’s eyes filled with tears at the sincerity she heard in those words. “You have no idea how much it means to me to have you say that. I miss you, Nell. I really do.”
    “Then