Lisa.â
âMom, please. I know what I saw.â
âLisa, listen to me,â she said, avoiding my eyes. âIf youâre still seeing things, I ⦠I think you should quit.â
âIâm not seeing things!â I shrieked. I leaped to my feet again. My arms swung out. I gasped as I hit the table lamp hard and sent it toppling off the table.
It crashed to the floor and shattered, sending shards of glass flying.
âOh, noo,â I moaned.
Momâs face was twisted in horror. âYouâre out of control!â she screamed. âDo you see what I mean? Look what youâve done. Youâre not responsible, Lisa. Youâre not responsible. You need more help!â
My chest was heaving up and down. âIt was an accident. A stupid accident!â I cried. âForget about the lamp. I know what I saw at that house, Mom. Stop trying to make me feel like Iâm insane or something.â
âI didnât say that, Lisa. Take a breath. Try to calm down. It seems clear that youâre still seeing things.â
âMom, Harry saw him, too!â I screamed. âIâm not crazy. I didnât imagine the intruder. Harry saw him, too.â
She blinked. I could see she was thinking hard. âThe boy saw him, too? He saw a man with a demon face?â
âWell ⦠no,â I said. âI mean, Harry said he heard someone. He didnât see him. It was too dark. But he heard him. He heard him come into his room.â
Mom stared at me. She didnât say anything. But I could read her thoughts. I could see on her face that she didnât believe me.
âIâm not crazy, Mom!â I screamed. âYouâve got to believe me.â
âBut, Lisa, stop and think,â she said softly. She hates it when I scream. âIt doesnât make sense. It was late. You were tired. And so you saw something thatââ
âShut up!â I cried. âShut up! Just shut up! If you donât believe me, someone will! Just shut up and leave me alone!â
I stormed out of the den, swinging my fists, stomping over the glass shards of the broken lamp. I was gritting my teeth so hard, my jaw ached. I felt angry and frustratedâand alone.
As I reached the stairs to go up to my room, Mom poked her head out of the den. Even from a distance, I could see she had tears in her eyes, tear tracks running down her cheeks.
âLisa, youâre not the only one whoâs going through a bad time,â she said, her voice cracking. âWeâre all alone now, just the two of us. Your father is gone. We need to stick together.â
I knew I should apologize. I knew I should try to lose my anger. I knew the right thing to do, but I just couldnât do it.
âHow can we stick together if you donât believe anything I say?â I shouted. I didnât wait for an answer. I didnât want to hear her answer. I turned and bolted up the stairs two at a time.
I slammed the door to my room. Then I jumped onto the bed and pulled my phone from my bag.
I need someone to believe me.
I need someone who doesnât think Iâm a nutcase.
I punched Nateâs number on the phone. He answered after the second ring. âLisa? Whatâs up?â
I told the whole story again. When I reached the part about the intruder with the demon face, I heard him sigh. âLisa, you sound terrible. Take a breath. You really need to chill.â
âYou donât believe me, either, do you, Nate?â
Silence. Then he said, âWhy donât I come over? Would that be good? Would you like some company? I could come over.â
âYou donât believe meâdo you?â I insisted. âNate, you think Iâm crazy, too. Donât you, Nate? Donât you!â
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24.
Dr. Shein usually sat behind her glass desk, tapping her pencil on the desktop or chewing on the eraser while I talked. But today she paced back