when you see Mom, tell her Iâd like to talk to her.â
She narrowed her eyes. âYou wonât tell her about Richard and me?â
âNo, no, Iâll leave that for you.â
âGroovy.â
By the time he had finished cleaning up and had changed clothes, there was half an hour left before guests were supposed to arrive. He tried to tell himself it hadnât happened. Heâd imagined it. But the cuts on his body proved otherwise.
So he tried to force it away, compartmentalize it, save it for later. He immersed himself in the normalcy of the moment, or what passed for normalcy. Marie-Claireâs birthday parties were always over the top, and this one was shaping up to be no exception. A sparkling disco ball twirled from the ceiling of their finished basement, above the portable wooden floor sheâd rented. The Bee Gees were blaring through the house. Spiral glow-in-the-dark garlands hung from the rafters, and she had set out lava lamps on card tables covered with tie-dyed tablecloths and fuchsia napkins. Then she changed her shoes for ridiculous high platforms and added some sparkle to her eyes and cheeks.
While she was upstairs putting the finishing touches on her supercurled hair, he forced himself togo through a stack of vinyl albums in the living room, hoping he could slip some Jethro Tull into her relentlessly superficial musical selections. But his hands were shaking. He thought he was going to be sick. He kept stopping and checking under the sofa, the chairs. Opening closet doors and peering inside.
Something attacked me. Something from hell.
Then his mother walked in, and he felt the tension in the room soar sky-high.
âWhat is it, Daniel?â she asked, her eyes hard and glittering.
She knows, he realized.
âShould be an interesting party tonight,â he said, trying to maintain.
âYes. Marie will no doubt have a flock of her boyfriends here.â She appeared to use the term loosely.
He set down the Jefferson Airplane record and gave her his full attention. âThat bothers you?â
âThey bother me. I want her to fall in love with someone who practicesâ¦â She stopped herself short and looked at him warily. He didnât know if she was trying to pull information out of him or if sheâd honestly said too much.
âPractices what?â he said.
âNothing,â his mother murmured quickly, turning away.
âWitchcraft?â he pressed.
She jerked and turned back toward him, her face pale.
âThatâs right. I know,â he said. âYou know I can read old French.â
âLet me explain,â she said.
Inside him something felt like a wolf leaping forward for the kill. His mother never thought she had to explain herself. It was as though he could feel her fear, her weakness.
âDonât, Mom. I think itâs pretty self-explanatory. You found a book about Dadâs family. Now you think youâre some kind of powerful witch who can really control your kids. Maybe even defy gravity. Or stop the aging process.â
She smiled thinly, a bit of the wolf coming out in her. âYou have no idea what I can make happen.â
He rose. âYeah, I kind of do.â He unbuttoned his shirt and showed her the bandages. âDid you send that thing into my room to stop me from reading your book?â
âOh, my God, honey,â she gasped. âWhatâwhatâ?â
Her reaction surprised him. And frightened him. If she hadnât sent that thing into his room, who had?
âMom,â he said, âitâs not just a book. Itâs dangerous. Thereâs a reason it was lost. Stop. Stop it now.â
âDonât tell me what to do,â she retorted, sounding more the child than the parent. âYou canât stop me practicing the Old Religion.â Her gaze traveled again to his shoulder. âTell me again how this happened. What thing was in your room?â