shouldnât be that way. A stranger shouldnât be able to control my own dream better than I can.
Unless, I think suddenly, it isnât my dream at all.
The mere thought sends a shiver down my spine, but thereâs no denying that all the evidence points to that. If I were the true invader here, someone who burst into her worldâher mindscapeâwithout invitation, then control of this setting would come naturally to her, and I would be powerless to change things. Which seems to be exactly whatâs happening.
No, I remind myself. Iâm not completely powerless. I did change this landscape, albeit minimally. And maybe now that I understand the rules of the place Iâll be able to do more.
Reaching down into the water with all the force of my mind, I attempt to reshape the lake bed. It would be foolish to try to make the water itself support me, like sheâs doing; one momentâs inattention might get me dumped back into the frigid lake. But moving dirt from one place to another offers amore permanent solution. So, gritting my teeth from the strain of the effort, I try to mold this dream as I would one of my own, superimposing my preferred reality over the current one. The task should require no more than a concentrated thought, but even though I strain my utmost, thereâs no response. Then, just as Iâm about to give up in frustration, a thin strip of earth begins to rise up from underneath the lake. Water falls back from its flanks as it breaches the surface, and a narrow land bridge takes shape. Itâs only a foot wide and a few yards in length, and itâs so close to the waterâs surface that ripples lap over the edge of it, but as I climb up onto it I feel confident I can extend it all the way to the black island, and once I do that, it should stay in place even if I get distracted.
Finally Iâm standing on it, swaying slightly on its wet, uneven surface, ready to get moving again. I look up to see if my quarry is still visible. She is.
Sheâs watching me.
Sheâs almost at the island, but sheâs not running any more. Sheâs just standing on the waterâs surface, her eyes, narrow and dark, fixed on me. The message in them is clear: how DARE you try to take control of my dream! Slowly she raises both her hands, like a conductor signaling an orchestra to start, and I know in my gut that something very bad is about to happen. Is she going to try to unmake my land bridge? I prepare to defend it (however on earth youâd do that), but to my surprise, the dream-construct remains steady beneath my feet. Thatâs not her target. The water surrounding me is beginning to move, however, and slowly it draws back from the shoreline, revealing the lake bottom. Fish are flopping helplessly in tiny pools as the receding tide leaves them strandedâ
Oh, shit. Iâve seen too many disaster movies to not know whatâs happening. Or, more precisely, whatâs about to happen.
Desperately I look around for high ground. Or something I can climb. Or even something to hang on to, before the greatwave that sheâs summoning hits me like a giant flyswatter. But thereâs only the one low hill behind me, and even a small tsunami would sweep right over that.
No trees in sight.
No protection anywhere.
The water in the center of the lake is starting to rise up now, and a foam-capped ridge is taking shape that stretches from horizon to horizon, blocking the girl from my sight. I canât be sure of its position, but I can measure its rise as window after window of the strange citadel is hidden from my sight. The ground beneath my feet has started to tremble, and a cold wind gusts across my face. Itâs coming fast.
For one brief, crazy instant I want to stand my ground. I want her to see that her dream canât scare me off, no matter how scary she makes it. Maybe sheâd respect such an effort and tell me whatâs going on.
Yeah.