get her out of his head. Heâd thought about her all night until heâd fallen asleep. Heâd thought about her all day. Heâd wondered how sheâd feel about their conversation once she was sober. Heâd tried to figure out how he felt about it. Heâd imagined what it would be like to sleep with her.
That had felt a little wrong since he hardly knew her and she was...
kind
of
innocent? But that kind of wrongness didnât exactly put a damper on sexual interest. She was pretty. She had great legs. Her smile made him happy. And she thought he was gorgeous.
Shit.
He retreated to the office to shut down the documents heâd been working on, though he hated doing it. He was just getting into the good stuff of figuring out which ebook lending system would work best with the library, but thereâd be plenty of time to work on it tomorrow.
âReady?â Lauren asked, reaching past him to grab her purse.
âSure. Iâll walk you to your car.â
She laughed over her shoulder as she hit the last of the lights and headed for the back door. âSeriously?â
âRight. I got used to working in downtown Cincinnati.â
âWell, we do have to keep an eye out for bears. And there were rumors of a mountain lion in Jackson Square last year, but I suspect old Mrs. Smith was drunk again. She does love a good whiskey sour.â
She held open the door, then locked it behind her once he was through. âHey, guys,â she called to the three firemen sitting in folding chairs near their door.
âJesus, Lauren!â one called. âWhen I said you should hire a hot new librarian, that wasnât what I meant!â
âGabe,â she said drily, âthatâs William, and those other two are Henry and Elliott. Iâm afraid theyâre a little disappointed with you.â
âItâs okay,â he said. âTheyâre probably just jealous because they canât grow facial hair.â
âHey!â William yelled back. âWe
can
âweâre just not allowed to.â
âWhatever you need to tell yourself.â
The other firefighters razzed William as Gabe walked away.
âWeâll work this out on the court!â William called.
âYou got it,â Gabe answered, happy for the excuse to get in a little time on the fire stationâs outdoor basketball court. They seemed to pick up games at all hours of the morning and night, and Gabe missed the public courts near his apartment in Cincinnati.
âNight, Lauren,â he said as she headed toward her car and he set out for his apartment on foot. He was keenly aware that Veronicaâs building was on his way.
If he took a right at the next street, heâd miss her place by one block. He could walk home, go for a run, relax with a book afterward. And be distracted the whole time that she might be waiting to hear from him.
Heâd promised her, after all. He didnât have to take her up on her...request, but he did have to get in touch. Tonight or tomorrow or at her next performance.
The idea of leaving it until next Thursday tightened his shoulders into such painful knots that Gabe went straight through the intersection and headed toward Veronicaâs apartment. Hell, the most likely outcome was that she didnât remember anything and he could try to forget the whole thing, too.
âYeah, right,â he muttered. Still, at least he wouldnât have to wonder if she was worrying.
And there was the chance that she remembered every detail and wanted to pick up where theyâd left off.
He took off his tie, freed the top button of his shirt and rolled up his sleeves as if he were preparing himself for an arduous task. Two more blocks and he was at her condo building. He turned up her walk and then knocked on the door without giving himself time to think about it.
The nearest window was sealed up tight, but he could see light through the peephole