me where you live,â she said.
He hesitated, then pointed out Roosevelt Island. He instantly recognized that heâd just crossed another line heâd drawn for himself when he started working for DaSilva.
âReally? Right by the hospital?â
âOn the other end of the island. But, yeah, not too far.â
âWhere in the city did you grow up?â
âWhat makes you think I grew up here?â
âWell, didnât you?â
âI did. But how can you tell?â
âGood guess.â She dropped her eyes. âSo, where?â
Where indeed? He paused, then pointed out the Rockaways in the far bottom-right corner of the map. âWe moved here when I was twelve.â
She studied the map. âThe A train. End of the line.â
âYeah.â
âThatâs a long ride.â
âDepends where youâre coming from.â
âManhattan.â
âYes. Itâs even longer than it looks. This map, itâs not to scale. Manhattan is blown up. Or the other boroughs are shrunk, whichever way you want to think about it.â
âThat doesnât seem fair.â
âItâs just the way it is.â
Outside the lobby of the Royal Crown, he asked about her plans for the night.
âI need to call my sister,â she said. âSheâll put Gabriel on the phone. Other than that . . .â She shrugged. âRoom service. Maybe watch some TV then go to sleep early.â
âYour sister,â he said. âWhat did you tell her you were doing here?â
âI just said I had to go. That I had no choice. She knew I wouldnât have asked her to look after Gabriel if that wasnât true.â
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T HE next afternoon Simon watched from across his desk, picturing the tiny tears and bruises deep in the manâs battered ganglia, as Lenny tried to stitch together the story of his second cousinâs generous gift. Lenny was thirty-nine years old, but Simon guessed that his brain more closely resembled that of somebody twice his age. He spoke slowly, as though testing how each word sounded in his mind before releasing it into the room, and he was sweating again even though the AC unit was running on full blast. In the chair next to him, Howard Crewes frowned, a man worried about the soundness of his investment.
âLetâs start again,â Simon said. âJust relax, okay? Now, what is your relationship to Maria Campos?â
âSheâs my second cousin.â
âHow did Maria learn about your liver condition?â
âLook at me. It isnât a secret.â
âHow long ago was this?â
âLast year. I was in San Diego with Cheryl and our kids. On vacation. We met Maria for lunch at this Mexican place in San Clemente. She knew already from talk in the family, but she hadnât seen me herself.â
âDid you discuss your options at that point? With Maria, I mean?â
âNo, not yet. I think she knew Cheryl wasnât a match though.â
âBut you spoke with her about it afterward.â
âShe called me a few weeks later,â he said. âShe wanted to know what I was going to do.â He spoke in a monotone, as though these things were of no concern, as though theyâd happened to someone else, which of course in a way they had. âI told her I would get on the list and pray.â
âThe UNOS list?â
âYeah. But I also told her I might never get off that list alive.â
Simon liked this line. Heâd fed it to his second client, a middle-aged corporate executive whose kidney had been annihilated by hepatitis C. He remembered showing up at her mammoth suburban home, where she faced him across the dining room table in a pink cable-knit sweater, and wondering from what incongruous chapter of her past the hepatitis was making such a savage and unwelcome visitation. She never said; he never asked. He could