in
shock.
I look down and blush. Before I said that it
would be embarrassing to have a hard-on in front of Jessica. Right
now, my penis is rock solid. I didn't even notice as I was
imagining the two in the book and how they were so similar to
myself and my love here.
"Umm... I was..."
She presses a finger to my lips.
"Do you love me?"
"I do." There is no other answer for
me.
"I love you too, Jarrod. I can't stand to see
you stressed like this."
"I am ok. You are sick."
"I'm not 'that' sick."
"What do you mean?"
"Mum went shopping, right?"
"Yes."
"How long do you think she will be?"
"About 30 minutes."
She winks at me.
"I heard the car leave about 15 minutes
ago."
"Umm... yes?"
"Have you ever had a blow job?"
I blush. I have seen these sorts of things in
films for men.
"No. I've never even kissed anyone but
you."
She smiles.
"Me either, but I've read about it."
I look to the book. How long has she been
reading this sort of thing? I note that the page the book has
fallen open to at my side contains just such an act - in extreme
detail. Could she have learned the ways of women vicariously
through this material?
I gulp. My girlfriend knows more about sex than
I do. I'm afraid.
"We should wait," I blurt out.
She looks hurt and my heart squeezes in my
chest. I don't want her to feel that way.
"I just want you to feel good..."
I look into her blue eyes and find my pants
jerking uncomfortably. She looks down and smiles.
"Your body is more honest than you
are."
She runs her hand down my stomach and I tense.
God, it feels amazing. It's like little tingles of pleasure flowing
through my skin. I can't get over how incredible this different
type of touch is. I've been hugged and sometimes experience
semi-sexual touch from Jessica, but this is different. There is a
strong intent to the way she is running her fingers over my white
firmly pressed school shirt.
"Do you like this?"
Her hand goes lower and touches the end of it.
I tense and my eyes go wide. This is the feeling of a woman
touching a man. I wonder at the fact that James has been enjoying
this feeling all this time. No wonder he has been so forceful in
pushing me towards doing this with Jessica. This is
incredible.
She grabs the end firmly and rotates it around
through my trousers. I can already feel a glob of wetness in my
underwear and know that I am going to have to change pants later.
My underwear will be a mess very soon with this sort of
treatment.
She slowly unzips my trousers and reaches
inside.
"My god!"
She smiles deeply. There is a wicked look of
pleasure in her eyes that I have never seen before.
"Oh fuck. Oh mother fucking fuck."
I can't stop swearing. My eyes are wide and my
head forward. My back is bent and I'm sitting up in a hunched up
fashion. This is totally different from when I touch myself. I
would have never imagined that a woman's touch could be so
different.
"We don't have much time. I'll have to do it
quickly."
She pulls my belt open and opens my trousers.
The bulge in my navy blue boxers is huge by my estimation. Even I
am shocked at the size of my full turned on body.
"It's big," she says in admiration.
I moan as she brings her mouth down and with a
slightly fearful look licks the end of my juice stained
teepee.
"Warm," she mutters, closing her eyes for a
moment and breathing in my scent in a way that makes my body go
rock hard tense.
She places her mouth around the top of my toy,
still clothed, and beings rotating around. Her teeth cut in a
little, but she soon figures out how to keep her mouth open
right.
"MY GOD!" I moan loudly.
The end of my penis feels unbelievable. It
feels like a canon is ready to be shot off and that she is on the
trigger. It is only intensified as she runs her small hand up and
down the shaft. This impossible feeling of pleasure that she is
supplying me with is incredible. I don't know what to think. My
chaste girlfriend is sucking on my knob with such intensity that I
know there can