at bookstores. Books. I get there earlier than Wes, so I stroll around looking at all the new releases. I thumb through a few that look decent and commit them to memory for my next library trip.
On my way to the magazines, I look outside. I wonder what kind of car he drives. Or if he drives. Lots of epilepsy patients canât drive, depending on how well their seizures are controlledwith medication. I have spent three years worrying about the same thing for Danny when he grows up. But I donât know much about Wesâs situation.
I think about the way he casually threw out his diagnosis with me at Dr. Beeâs office yesterday. Heâs an open book, no freaking pun intended as I stand amongst thousands of them. I like that about him.
I squat down in the magazine aisle, flipping idly through
Teen Queen
magazine. Iâm deep in a quiz about what my future job should be, trying to add up the score to each question while making sure not to wrinkle the pages. These stupid quizzes suck me in every time. I add the numbers in my head, falling squarely in the âcreative jobâ category. I can live with that.
âSunny!â
Wesâs voice is way closer than I expect. With my balance being pretty crappy as it is, and squatting down the way I am, I have to grab the edge of the magazine rack to keep from falling.
âHey.â I pull myself up, trying to pretend like I wasnât about to fall over.
Wes pushes his hair back and gives me one of his side smiles. Heâs wearing a plain black tee shirt thatâs fitted enough to show off his physique. Heâs not really muscular, but heâs got a good build. And the black looks really good with his coloring, making his natural blond highlights stand out.
âYou look nice,â he says, scratching the back of his head. He nods to my dress. âSunny again.â
I look down at myself and laugh. Yellow again. âSo it is. And thanks.â
You look nice too,
Iâm tempted to add.
âSorry Iâm late,â he says. âMy friend was over and I couldnât get rid of him. I finally left him there, playing video games alone in my house.â
âAlone in your house?â
âSort of. My parents are home. Momâll cook him dinner and let him hang out.â
I laugh. âThatâs kind of odd.â
âYeah. Jacob is really a weirdo. Heâs like the quintessential frat boy, even though heâs only in high school. His parents are pushing him for college and all that, but all he does is play video games. I donât think heâs destined for more than beer pong champion.â
âOuch. Hope you donât talk about all your friends that way.â
âWhat can I say, Iâm honest. And donât worry, he says it about himself. Laziest guy around. Come on.â He nods toward the café.
We wait in line behind a mother with four very noisy kids. One of them turns around and sticks his tongue out at us, more than once. I barely stifle my laugh. Beside me, Wes makes a funny face back at the kid, sticking his tongue out and crossing his eyes.
âOh my God, Wes,â I whisper, snorting a laugh.
I trace the edge of the dessert case while the line edges up toward the counter. We peer into the window like kids in a candy shop. âEverything looks so good,â I say. âIâm definitely going for the double chocolate brownie.â
When itâs our turn he motions for me to order first. âOrder it to go,â he says. âWeâll sit outside. If a famous radio DJ doesnât mind being seen with a lowly guy like meâ¦â
I raise an eyebrow. âHardly famous.â I laugh as I pull out my wallet when the barista returns with my brownie and coffee. Wes nods to the register.
âCome on,â he says. âI got this.â
I hand the barista a five dollar bill. âI can pay for myself,â I tell Wes.
âI donât see why you have