him about his past, and a boy named Oaker. He stiffened. He had a head-pounding urge to rip those arms away and run, but the arms had felt him change and let him go, carefully.
Frith was gazing out over the dining hall when he spoke.
âYou need to forget her, White. She chose Wren.â
That round, passionate face of Wrenâs, laughing with him. Ready to change the world. Then twisted with violent hate. White had often punched that face to nothing in his head. Pounded it until it disappeared.
âDo you think he will come back?â he said.
âHe wonât Jump here again. Iâve upped security. He wonât be able to try his little dream trick again, now we know. And he sticks out, of course, so he canât go roaming. The only thing we should worry about is whether he can mind spy on us.â
White had thought about this. It was easy enough to tell when a Talented was spying on him with their mind. An insistent tickling at the back of his head, like someone running their fingers lightly through his hair. And the feel of it was always particular to each person. He knew Wrenâs feel very well; they used to try and mind spy on each other all the time, as a kind of game, though Wren had only got any good at it just before heâd left. Wrenâs mind was a kind of sharp, tangy lemon-coloured haze, spray-painted into the air. He couldnât explain it better than that.
âI would know if he was here,â said White.
âYou didnât know he was visiting Rue.â
âThat is different! I cannot just smell where he has been, like a dog. The only way I would have known about him is if she had told me. Which she did not. But I would know if he was anywhere near
me
. I would feel him.â
Frith would know, as well. He had asked White for training, once, to see if he could tell whether someone was mind-spying on him â but he hadnât needed it. Even without Talent, Frithâs senses were freakishly tuned. Whiteâs own tests had shown that a lot of un-Talented could feel it too; they normally attributed it to an air draft, or even a ghost.
Frith sighed. âAll right,â he said.
âWhat are you doing about Wren?â
Frith was silent.
White turned his head to look at him.
âWhat are you doing about him?â
âNot a lot.â
âWhat?â said White. âWhy not?â
âHe didnât do this by himself, White. Heâs just a boy, and heâs a coward. He was put up to it by his Worlder superiors. Theyâre trying to poach from us. Itâs a compliment, in a way.â
âThey cannot do that!â
âYes, they can,â said Frith. âThis is politics. We hurt them, they hurt us. We wonât do as they say, so they try to screw us. Thatâs the game.â
âSo this is just  â¦Â the end of it, then?â
âIâm protecting you. Just as I always have. Thatâs all you need to know.â
Frithâs voice had an edge.
It was useless for White to argue. It got him nowhere. Heâd get a sunny smile, hiding the âdonât push itâ darkness underneath. Then Frith would shut down, and leave.
And what could White do in the face of that?
A big fat nothing, that was what.
A big, fat, useless nothing.
If he were determined, courageous, reckless, and all those other words that heroes were made up of, he would just leave, wouldnât he?
Heâd go find Wren, somehow, with no real idea of where he was, just that he was somewhere in the world, an insistent tangy yellow ache in the back of Whiteâs head. Heâd find a way, though, because that was what determined heroes did.
Heâd find Wren, and they would face off with each other. They would fight.
It would be brutal. Nasty. Near misses and crunching bone. Maybe theyâd fight with their minds, forcing each other into the nothing blackness that existed between Jumps. They would fight there in