on me. âItâs not yours either! Why canât you just worry about keeping them away from here? Why go after them?â
I told her. She kept her face proud and stony the entire time I spoke, but I could see her eyes betray her. The severity of the situation wasnât lost on her, even as her words continued to deny that truth.
âYouâre just like him. Too noble for your own good.â She suddenly looked older than her age. âYouâre compensating for some sort of lack of attention as a child, arenât you?â There she was, slipping into therapist mode again.
âMom, sheâs fourteen, er, fifteen now. If this were someone kidnapped locally, youâd agree to any measures to get her back.â
âIâd agree to measures that involved backup, not you alone.â
âI have no backup.â
âExcept for me,â piped in Roland.
âNo,â my mother and I told him together.
She turned to me and used that deadliest of weapons known to mankind: the Mom Card. âYouâre my only child. My baby. If something happens to youâ¦â
I was ready for her. âJasmineâs someoneâs baby too, even if her mom is gone. That almost makes it worse, actually. She lost her parents. She has no one. And now sheâs trapped, being held hostage by some asshole who thinks itâs okay to kidnap and rape unwilling girls.â
My mom flinched as though Iâd slapped her. She looked at Roland. They exchanged one of those long looks that couples who have been together for ages can do. I donât know what they communicated, but she finally looked away from both of us.
âWhenâ¦you get her back, bring her to me. It doesnât matter if itâsâ¦gentry or humans. Sheâll need the same kind of therapy any other victim would.â I knew she did that kind of counseling with patients all the time, but Iâd never thought of her as helping gentry victims. It was very kind for someone who tried to pretend the Otherworld didnât exist.
âMomââ I attempted.
She shook her head. âI donât want to know anything else about it until itâs all over. I canât know.â
She left us then, returning to the peace of her garden.
âSheâll recover,â Roland told me after a quiet moment. âShe always does.â
Forced to accept the fact that I would be going over now, he was only too willing to flood me with as much tactical information as possible. It grew dizzying.
At one point, after Iâd refused his third request to go with me, he said, âI assume youâll be taking your other help.â
The tone in his voice showed undeniable derision for my âother help.â I knew he didnât approve, but he had to recognize the benefits. âYou know theyâre an asset.â
âSo is a grenadeâuntil it goes off in your hand.â
âTheyâre better than nothing.â
He scowled but said no more, instead discussing more logistics with me: where and when to cross over and what weapons to bring. We decided it would be best for me to wait until the moon was in crescent phase, so Iâd have a stronger connection to Hecate. She facilitated transitions, particularly to the Otherworld, which might be useful if I needed a hasty retreat. Thereâd be a nice crescent in about four more days.
I left their house without seeing my mother again. I hoped she wouldnât take her feelings out on Roland, and I wondered how much it must suck to love someone who always walked into danger. I decided if I ever got married, Iâd choose someone with a normal job whom I could expect to be home at normal hours. Like an electrician. Or an architect.
Or a veterinarian.
Ack.
As I got into my car to depart, I saw the strangest thing. A red fox watched me from the tree line on the far side of my parentsâ house. More surprising than seeing it watch me so seriously
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