oâclock.â
âWhat the hell, weâre on vacation.â
She was watching the boy swim across the pool. âI wouldnât call it that. For Godâs sake stop patronizing me, Iâm not made out of bone china.â Finally she looked straight at him. âIâm not going to pieces. You can stop treating me as if I were.â
âOK. Iâm sorry.â
âAnd quit apologizing all the time.â
âIâm sorââ And then they both laughed. But it was uneasy laughter.
Mathieson hitched his aluminum chair six inches closer to Janâs. âBeen thinking about where we go?â
She pulled the sunglasses down off her forehead and adjusted them on the bridge of her nose. Now he could no longer see her eyes; but her face kept turning toward the pool. âMy mindâs still blank. I wish I could think.â Her face dipped. âItâs so damned unfair.â
âWeâve got to make up our minds, you know. We canât stay here. Glennâs itching to get us out of here.â
âI knowâI know.â
Ronny climbed the ladder, perched at the top of the slide, made sure he had an audience and chuted into the water. He went in straight, feet first, holding his nose. When he surfaced at the ladder he said, âI wish they had a diving board.â
âDo your surface dives,â Mathieson told him.
âYeah but itâs not the same thing.â But the boy went off the ladder step, curving neatly through the blue water.
5
Bradleigh went out first. Mathieson heard his soft talk: âAll right?â
âAll clear.â
Bradleigh waved them out. Mathieson went ahead of Jan and Ronny. âFeels a little foolish.â
âLetâs just play it by the rules,â Bradleigh told him. They walked through the archway to the back parking lot. Phosphor lamps on high arched stalks of aluminum threw pools of white light around the tarmac. The three cars were drawn up side by side. Caruso was feeding luggage into an open car trunk.
Bradleigh opened doors for them and stood to one side. âYou understand the drill?â
âSeems melodramatic to me,â Mathieson said.
âI know. Think of it as a game youâre playing.â
Ronny said, âFunny kind of game if you ask me.â
âIt wonât last long,â Bradleigh said. âA couple of days youâll be up in those Arizona mountains learning how to be an Indian scout.â He gripped Janâs hand. âYou take care of each other now.â
âGlenn, you told us not to thank you butââ
âThatâs right.â But Bradleigh smiled a little; Mathieson took his firm brief handshake. âLook after them, Jason. Iâll check in with you in a few days.â
Jason W. Greene . âTake care, Glenn.â
Then they were in the back seat of the Plymouth and Caruso was sliding in behind the wheel. The doors chunked shut, starters meshed, headlights stabbed across the lot. The car on Mathiesonâs right pulled away and Caruso drove after it. Mathieson looked around: The third car rolled into place behind them.
They went up along the freeways with the two outrider cars bracketing them front and rear. Caruso kept a steady hundred feet behind the point car. Three in the morning: There was no traffic. Carusoâs small talk dried up quickly. In the back seat Ronny fell asleep between them. Mathieson tried to sleep. He thought of the Gilfillans, the rubble that had been his own house, Phil Adlerâs complacent fat smile. He felt buffeted by events and resentful of his own passivity; but an innocent civilian on the battlefield couldnât make the war stop. You could only run for cover and hate yourself for it.
At El Centro the convoy stopped for gas and breakfast: Caruso made a phone call; after a while they were on the road again.
Ronny became restive; Jan gave him her place by the window but everything was shut