kitchen. Lydia stared after him, a thoughtful look in her sharp blue eyes. She was fond of Saint, more than fond, she thought. He was like a son to her, a son to be proud of. She thought of her only son, dead now for three years. Rory had wanted gold so much, too much, and heâd died of dysentery in a wretched mining camp near Nevada City. And sheâd come here alone with practically no money. Sheâd worked in the Stevenson home for two months, until the daughter ofthe house, Penelope, drove her so distracted sheâd simply walked out. She blessed, every now and again, that awful cold sheâd gotten, for it had given her Saint. And now there was a girl upstairs, a young girl who had dropped into his life out of his past.
She turned slowly away from the table and began to lay strips of bacon into a skillet. Saint needed a wife, but first she had to get to know this Juliana DuPres.
Â
Jules felt a hand on her shoulder, gently shaking her, heard a soft manâs voice speaking to her. She froze inwardly, terror consuming her, until her mind, less dull and heavy now, forced her to open her eyes. She saw Michael leaning over her, his face concerned, his eyes intently studying her. She felt so sluggish, it was an effort to keep her eyes open. Michael, she thought. He was here, with her. It didnât surprise her.
âHow do you feel, Jules?â he asked, taking in the physical signs as he spoke. He knew how she felt without having to ask.
âI remember,â Jules said, trying to weave her wayward and tangled memories together.
He tensed, afraid to say anything.
âIs Jameson Wilkes dead? Did you kill him?â
He was relieved at her toneâangry, aggressive. âNo, but I did slam my fist into his face. I donât imagine heâll feel very well for a while.â
âYes,â she said again. âI remember. He drugged me, forced wine down my throat when I refused to drink it.â She fell silent, her brow furrowed in concentration. âI remember now that you hit me. My jaw hurts.â
âIâm sorry, Jules, but I had to get you out of there fast. I think you believed I was one of those bas . . . rotten men, and you fought me.â
âWell, I just hope that you hit Wilkes much harder.â She yawned, and raised her hand to cover her mouth. She paused, staring at the long sleeve that fell over the tips of her fingers. She looked at him, puzzled.
Saint became all professional. âIâm a doctor, Jules. I had to make sure you were all right. Thatâs one of my nightshirts, my only one, in fact. Itâs yours until I can buy you something else.â
His very bland, cool tone would have worked if she hadnât spent two weeks faced with what men did to women. Heâd stripped off that awful gown. Heâd seen her naked. Sheâd seen Wilkesâs leering looks when sheâd been without any clothes in front of him. How had Michael looked at her? It was too much. Tears shimmered in her eyes and began to course down her cheeks.
âJules! Come on, now, sweetheart. Thatâs no way to greet an old friend after five long years.â
He wanted to hold her, to comfort her, but he held himself still. He said roughly, âBuck up, Jules, the world hasnât ended. Nothing happened. Youâre safe here. Donât turn into a watering pot on me now.â God, at least I pray nothing happened.
She sniffed, trying to swallow the tears, and dashed the back of her hand across her eyes. âYouâre right,â she said. âYouâre not like Wilkes.â
âNo,â he said very gently, âIâm not.â
âI donât understand how you saved me,â she said, her attention wandering inward even as she spoke. Something was gnawing at the back of her mind, but she couldnât remember what it was.
âI was told by one of the Sydney Ducks that Wilkes had a missionaryâs daughter from