said.
âBut you have to.â
âSays who?â
She frowned at him. âYou just do. Itâs obvious that you wonât be able to find your way by yourself and if you stay here youâre just going to start feeling more and more alienated and confused.â
âLet me worry about that,â John said.
âLook,â she said. âWeâve gotten off on the wrong footâmy fault, Iâm sure. I had no idea it was time for you to go already. Iâd just come by to check on you before heading off to another appointment.â
âSomebody else that youâre
watching?â
âExactly,â she replied, missing, or more probably, ignoring the sarcastic tone of his voice. âThereâs no way around this, you know. You need my help to get to the gates.â
âWhat gates?â
She sighed. âYouâre really in denial about all of this, arenât you?â
âYou were right about one thing,â John told her. âI am feeling confusedâbut itâs only about what youâre doing here and how you got in.â
âI donât have time for this.â
âMe neither. So maybe you should go.â
That earned him another frown.
âFine,â she said. âBut donât wait too long to call me. If you change too much, I wonât be able to find you and nobody else can help you.â
âBecause youâre my personal watcher.â
âNo wonder you donât have many friends,â she said. âYouâre really not a very nice person, are you?â
âIâm only like this with people who break into my house.â
âBut I didnâtâoh, never mind. Just remember my name and donât wait too long to call me.â
âNot that Iâd want to,â John said, âbut I donât even have your number.â
âJust call my name and Iâll come,â she said. âIf itâs not too late. Like I said, I might not be able to recognize you if you wait too long.â
Though he was trying to take this all in stride, John couldnât help but start to feel a little creeped out at the way she was going on. Heâd never realized that crazy people could seem so normalâexcept for what they were saying, of course.
âGoodbye,â he told her.
She bit back whatever it was that she was going to say and gave him a brusque nod. For one moment, he half expected her to walk through a wallâthe evening had taken that strange a turnâbut she merely crossed the living room and let herself out the front door. John waited for a few moments, then rose and set the deadbolt. He walked through the house, checking the windows and back door, before finally going upstairs to his bedroom.
He thought he might have trouble getting to sleepâthe womanâs presence had raised far more questions than it had answeredâbut he was so tired from twelve straight hours in the studio that it was more a question of, could he get all his clothes off and crawl under the blankets before he faded right out? He had one strange moment: when he turned off the light, he made the mistake of looking directly at the bulb. His uninvitedguestâs features hung in the darkness along with a hundred dancing spots of light before he was able to blink them away. But the moment didnât last long and he was soon asleep.
2
He didnât realize that heâd forgotten to set his alarm last night until he woke up and gave the clock a bleary look. Eleven-fifteen. Christ, he was late.
He got up, shaved and took a quick shower. Youâd think someone would have called him from the studio, he thought as he started to get dressed. He was doing session work on Darlene Flattâs first album and the recording had turned into a race to get the album finished before her money ran out. He had two solos up first thing this morning and he couldnât understand why no one had called to see where
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