name.â
âHah!â said Rosheen, âHelly Kelly, youâre a poem!â
âGirls, girls, stop squabbling. Helen, will you go and find Ricky please. He needs to be here. I have Mrs Oâ Loughlin in the kitchen now and she wants to talk to him.â
âIâll go, Iâll go,â Rosheen offered. âI know where to find him.â
She didnât want to mention the moon-chair room, though she was pretty sure thatâs where sheâd find him. She couldnât bear the thought of the grown-ups charging up to the top of the house and raiding Rickyâs special room. She could just imagine Mammy Kelly poking around in the crystal chandelier box, stirring the crystals with her pudgy fingers until they shivered; tripping over the lady with the lampshade hat and not even knowing to say âExcuse meâ; smashing her way around that treasure trove that was Rickyâs special place, without even understanding about the moon king or anything, without knowing what it all meant. No, the best thing was to go after him herself and get him down, before anyone else started poking around up there.
âNo, Iâll go,â said Helen.
âNo, let me,â Rosheen pleaded.
âMa told me to go,â said Helen, elbowing Rosheen out of the way, âand I know where to find him too. In fact, Iâd like to find him. I want to tell him heâs wanted down in the kitchen by Mrs OâLoughlin.â
âOh, let her go, Rosheen,â said Mammy Kelly. âItâs not a big deal, after all. Itâs just a routine visit.â
âOh, I think Ricky thinks itâs a big deal,â said Helen.
âI hope Ricky is happy with us,â said Mammy Kelly with a worried look, taking Billy back from Rosheen and hoisting him up on her hip. âI thought he had settled in very well. He doesnât want to tell Mrs OâLoughlin that he doesnât like it here, does he?â
âI couldnât tell you what he wants to tell her,â said Helen with a toss of her head. âBut whatever it is, heâll have to do it in sign language, wonât he?â And she flounced out of the room, calling, âRicky! Ricky! Youâre wanted! Itâs your social worker!â
Mammy Kelly shook her head and left the room with Billy, a frown puckering her forehead. She knew Helen had been dead set against Ricky when he first came, but sheâd had a long chat with her about it all, and she thought Helen had got over it. But now it didnât look as if theyâd made peace at all.
Helen barrelled up the stairs, still singing out âRicky! Ricky! Itâs your social worker!â That should get him good and worried, she thought meanly.
She arrived on the first half-landing where the rocking-chair was nodding away like some demented old person. She put out a hand to steady it because it was making her seasick and anyway, she needed to stop for a rest. It was true she didnât get enough exercise.
On the first full landing she stopped again to get her breath and then lumbered on, up past the bird-mobile, which was swinging and dipping slowly, to the second full landing. She stopped again. It was very quiet up here. Shehad been able to hear the voices of the other children playing in the front garden on the last landing, but they were completely inaudible now. The top part of the house was like a different country, still and deserted, the air warm and heavy, the carpet muffling Helenâs footsteps. She toiled on up to the last landing before the attic floor and then took the final flight of stairs slowly.
On the attic level, Helen was met by perfect stillness and two shut doors. She knocked loudly on Rickyâs bedroom door and marched in, still calling Rickyâs name.
But he wasnât there. The room was tidy and orderly and perfectly still. She stepped over to the wardrobe and took a quick look inside. Ricky didnât have many