passed the skill along to her daughter through hours of instruction. As a kid, it had irked Celia to no end to have her mother unfold a blouse or, God help her, a fitted sheet over and over again, making Celia re-do it until she had it right. As an adult, though, folding laundry was the only household chore that gave Celia any real sort of satisfactionâsure, it was an infinitely unending task the way all housecleaning was, but there was something so calm and sort of, well, Zen about taking an entire basket of clothes and folding them all into small, tidy squares that fit neatly into dresser drawers.
There was nothing neat or tidy about Lukeâs laundry. He had only a few daysâ worth of clothes, and it was clear he wore most everything several times before washing. The dirty denim jeans sheâd admitted to fetishizing werenât just dirty but filthy, the hems ragged, belt loops torn or missing entirely. The few T-shirts bore stains bleach might take out, if the shirts didnât fall apart from the caustic liquid. The elastic on his boxers was loose, his socks had holes in the toes. All of it, all together, made up only half a load in her washer.
He came downstairs when she was folding the last T-shirt, still warm from the dryer and no longer smelling of gasoline and sweat but instead of lavender fabric softener sheets. He looked at the meager stacks of his clothes on the kitchen table and ran a hand through his sleep-tousled hair. Sheâd lent him a pair of scrub pants, and they hung low enough to expose his jutting hipbones and the line of dark golden hair running from his belly button into the waistband. Now he stood with one hip cocked, his bare toes curled slightly on the kitchen tiles.
âWhatâs this?â
Celia passed a hand over the warm cotton. âI did your laundry. It really needed to be done.â
Luke looked like he meant to say something, changed his mind, opened his mouth again. âYou didnât have to.â
âI wanted to. Well,â she said, ânot that I wanted to do laundry. Nobody ever wants to do laundry. But it needed to be done, and I was up, soâ¦I did it.â
âThank you,â Luke said.
Celiaâd been through awkward morning afters before. âI made cinnamon rolls for breakfast. And thereâs coffee.â
Luke didnât move toward a seat, though his eyes cut toward the counter and the coffeemaker. âI should get on the road.â
Sheâd had a suspicion heâd say something like that, but even so, her stomach sank. âYou have time for breakfast, donât you? You have to eat. You canât head off without something in your stomach.â
âI already slept too lateâ¦.â
âWhere do you have to go?â Celia asked quietly. âI mean, is there some sort of schedule I donât know about? You have to punch a clock?â
That earned her a small smile. âNo. But I have a lead on a few things up toward Scranton. If I get on the road, I can be there before it gets dark.â
âYou could stay here, have breakfast. Then lunch. Some afternoon delight,â she said, teasing. âAnother good nightâs sleep.â
Luke looked with blatant longing at the coffeemaker and the plate of cinnamon rolls. âI really canât.â
âYou kind of look like shit,â Celia told him bluntly. âLike youâve been riding hard and treating yourself like crap. Tell me how you can do what you do without taking better care of yourself, Luke.â
He fixed her with a long, steady gaze, then looked away as though sheâd shamed him. âCelia, this is too much.â
âWhatâs too much?â she asked, not willing to let him slide away from her and uncertain why. It wasnât as if sheâd never let a man slide away from her before. Jeremy hadnât even needed a good excuse to leave her, and sheâd let herself be left. âThe laundry?