two little rickety ones. He hitched a hip on the wide windowsill. His chest hurt.
âI have lost people, too,â TQ said softly. âOne or two died here despite all I did to save them. You lost the woman, Dinni Spurge Flixweed.â
âYes,â Garrett forced out. âI lost my first love, my first girl.â
Footsteps echoed in the quiet and the Healer paused at the door, expression irritated. Then her head tilted as she picked up the atmosphere. The woman seemed more sensitive empathically than most.
Why would it take so long to get a pillow? A messenger service could âport anywhere in moments if she gave them visual clues. Another thing for Garrett to figure out later.
She crossed her arms. âHave we considered the situation?â
Garrettâs past swept away with the lure of seeing a forbidden place, a HouseHeart.
âI will allow GentleSir Garrett Primross into my HouseHeart with the usual proviso that a spell will be applied to his memory so it will fade, and if he gives us his Vow of Honor that he will record no details.â
Not so easy an access as Garrett had expected. Disappointment shadowed his thoughts, but he would know that heâd been in a HouseHeart, had made a contribution that would live after him. Heâd know it in his very bones, and that would be good. âI agree.â
âThis experiment will be stressful for all of us, but especially you two humans. I believe time in my HouseHeart will be good for you before we begin this process.â
Artemisiaâs arms uncrossed and her shoulders lowered, a genuine smile lightened her eyes. âItâs wonderful you will allow me in your HouseHeart. Thank you.â
âYou are welcome here, Artemisia. You will always be welcome,â TQ responded. The House didnât add permission for Garrett. He shrugged the caring away.
A chuff of air came, followed by TQâs words. âThere is a secret passageway from my southwest corner. At the end of that hallway, there is a trapdoor in the floor, under the carpet. I will tell you the secret poem. I am very good at telepathic communication, but my people must be better attuned to me than you currently are.â
After all the information, the woman let out a long breath.
Garrett said, âRight.â When they reached the first hallway, she turned the wrong direction.
Gritting his teeth, knowing it was a mistake, he took her elbow in his fingers. Pure desire flashed through him. Maybe the more he resisted temptation, the more his lust would mount, would rage within him. Too bad; he wasnât going to change. She wasnât the woman he wanted.
But three years had passed since Dinniâs death and his grief and loss were waning, like bright moons coming from shadows that had been cast upon them.
Artemisia stopped and looked up at him.
âWrong way.â
âOh.â Her smile was quick and meaningless. She turned and Garrett had to force his hand to drop. Her elbow wasnât even that sexy.
He lied.
She hesitated at the cross corridor.
âLeft,â he said.
âThank you.â
There was a good-sized window at the end of the hall. No one would expect a hidden entrance to the HouseHeart to be there.
âThe moles of Celta and Captain Ruis Elder of the starship
Nuadaâs Sword
helped me excavate a proper concealed passage and secret HouseHeart,â TQ said. âThen Mitchella DâBlackthorn and I decorated it
ourselves
.â
âSounds wonderful,â Artemisia said.
âIt
is
!â TQ said.
The Healer caught sight of the change in the plush and patterned carpet before Garrett. He searched with his Flair and he found that the hole was narrow. âYou have a problem with claustrophobia?â he asked.
âNo, nor darkness or dankness.â
âI am not dark or dank!â TQ objected.
âNo. You arenât,â she agreed absently, passing her hands over the area covered by the