feel?â
âHorrible,â he says, groaning. He tries to sit up and I help him. Heâs sweating so much, I can feel it through his glove. But he has enough strength to ask, âAre you okay?â
âIâm fine,â I say. âA lot better than you.â
âGood. I had a feeling you would be.â
Iâm not quite sure what he means. But I brush the comment aside. âThe raiders took off. Iâm going back to the crash site to look for survivors.â
âIâm coming with you,â Dean says, struggling to his feet. He looks like he might pass out again. All heâs going to do is slow me down.
âYou should stay here and rest. Iâll come back for you.â
âNo, I have orders and Iâm following them,â Dean says, grabbing his pulse rifle from the grass. He cocks it so itâs ready to fire. âLead the way.â
I can see thereâs no arguing with him, so I donât bother trying. I turn in the direction of the hilltop and Dean follows, wincing with every step.
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9
The smoky battlefield is silent when we reach it. Thereâre no signs of raiders among the clouds drifting across the starry sky. The Mardenites won the attack and fled the scene.
Rain drizzles on the grass, hissing as it lands on a few spots where flames still lick the debris. My boots squelch in the mud as I hurry through the smoke, scouring the hill for any sign of survivors. But the only people I find are three dead soldiers. Corpses with flame-eaten clothes.
There were more than three soldiers in the battle. Where did the rest go?
Thereâs a clanging sound behind me, and I spin around. But itâs just Dean, pushing a piece of rubble off the body of another fallen soldier. The man I saw struck by a laser earlier. Dean feels for a pulse in his wrist, but the look in his eyes tells me thereâs nothing.
âIâm going to search the hovercraft,â I say.
âBe careful,â Dean says, straightening and continuing to survey the battlefield.
I turn and hurry up the boarding ramp into the cargo bay. âBeechy! Darren! Uma!â
My voice echoes in the dead hull of the ship.
Thereâs no one in the cabin upstairs, or in the weapons locker, or in any of the smaller rooms attached to the cargo bay. The engine room wouldâve been too full of smoke and ashes for anyone to use it as a hiding place. Iâm afraid to look in there for fear of running into Fionaâs body.
I check inside the infirmary and find the empty surgical table where Sandy was undergoing her operation. The IV bag on the stand next to the table is half full of blood the doctor mustâve been giving her to replenish what she lost.
Beechy mustâve carried Sandy off the ship. The question is what happened to them afterward.
Back outside, Dean meets me near the foot of the boarding ramp. âDid you find anyone?â he asks, breathless. His body is still trembling.
I shake my head. âWe should check the forest.â
âMaybe we should rest first,â Dean says. âIf anyoneâs out there, theyâll still be there in a few minutes.â
âNo. We have to find Beechy.â I push past him. If Dean wonât help me search the forest, Iâll go myself.
âClementine, youâre hurt.â Thereâs authority in Deanâs voice now, beneath his weariness. And real concern. âYou need to change your bandages.â
I look down at my arm, where I was shot last night. Sure enough, the bandages are in dirty shreds from my fall in the forest. The wound has opened up again and thereâs blood on my safety suit.
I grind my teeth together. âFine. Five minutes of rest and weâll go.â
âIâll get a medi-kit,â Dean says, starting up the boarding ramp.
The question Iâve been wanting to ask him spills out: âWhy do you care if Iâm hurt? Why are you helping me?â
Dean pauses